Heart

Haven been having the heart to be in this space! Probably because there's Twitter so I guess there isn't a need to be here but then again, a blog is still significantly different from Twitter!



Honestly I always have alot of stuff I wanna be blogging about here! Whenever I'm here, I kinda lose my train of thoughts.....



Internship to be honest, isn't being at its best for me. I'm not complaining that having nothing to do is bad, its just that, you're on a learning journey so you might as well do something worthwhile and productive right? Plus time really goes slower than snail speed during work and its driving me mad. Thumbs up that I've managed to last this long. Just about 2 more months and we're done and over with!



Been meeting friends every weekend. Maximizing my weekends. Its really draining my soul, but its good for the sanity. Keeps me going on for sure.



I can't be sure of my sanity alot of times, and I'm thankful for everyone who's been really patience with me. I admit sometimes I really say really mean things but..... I really don't mean it...... I just gotta be careful with my words but......... lets just hope I'll be happy, and happier soon.



It feels really so good to be typing on and on, going on typing on this keyboard. Definitely one of the advantage is you can type endlessly here! (Just that no one bothers to read 'em thats all!) Hahah.



I guess, in the past, there's always urge to type how I feel. Plus how the day went, thats why blogging was the trend. With Twitter around, your thoughts, emotions and even whereabouts are on the go! Means there are more stalkers and lurkers! Eeeep.



If I were to actually track back where I last left before I went inactive, it'll never end. So.... I guess blogging is still cool! Just that people probably don't find a need to be around since Twitter is there, and also there's Facebook!



This blog needs a revamp, but I'm kinda too lazy to figure out what skins I wanna use... I remember spending hours on blogskins.com trying to find a damn cool skin! Then spending another few more days trying to personalize it! Hahah. Those were the days! Cool if I can actually make my own skin but sheesh, that would take alot of time! Hmmmm but I haven tons of them during work so I might just work some magic!



Honestly who still reads this blog? I always get random people from random countries visiting my blog but they probably chanced upon it! Oh well, doesn't matter who still reads but I'm just curious! After all, this is a personal space!



Hoping things will get better for me, so don't crash anytime soon alright Jonathan? Always remember you've got your friends around you even if they can't understand what you're going through! Keep. That. In. Mind. Always.




Half a mind to visit a counsellor or psychiatrist but that will come next time. For now, keep the faith even if there's none!