What have I done?

All my life, only to realize what an asshole you are


Day started fine, thanks Stef for helping me getting the bread.



Went online, and an asshole came to talk to me.



My MSN nick stated "Unpopular Kid" and this asshole came and asked me, why do I want to be popular? Saying that I'm so superficial, and I need to learn that. Told him that I don't want to be popular but I was just stating it thats all. He then told me say I need attention and asking me to admit it.



I rebutted him saying tell him so what if its true?



Then he said I'm weak, I need to be stronger than what I am now. I got really pissed and told him that wanting attention isn't being weak. That is only what he think it is. I told him that I'm alot stronger than what you think I am.



Guess what he said? He said "superficial is superficial". I told him off that I don't need him to remind me, and that he said that I think I'm better than everyone when we''re all the same. Saying too bad, but I'll learn it some day.



I got pissed and told him, yeah I'm the best in the world. The best damn person on Earth. I'm weak, or whatever he deem me as.



He then said he's weak t oo, just acknowledge it.



I have no idea what is wrong with you, that you have to find problem with me. I have no idea why you can throw your fucking temper at me and expect me to expect me to accept your fucking temper. Look you fucktard, I do not need to tolerate your fucking rubbish and I don't need your concern at all. If this is how you show your concern, then don't show it and just fuck off.



If you think I want to be popular, so be it. I don't see a fucking need to explain to you, because you are not worth my time. So what if I need attention? Is there anything you can do with it?? Is there a need for you to come and bother? Don't bother coming to show your so called concern and telling me what to you. I don't need your advise on what to do. I lead my own life now.



Even if I'm weak, it has nothing to do with you. I don't need you to tell me whether am I weak or strong. So what if I'm weak? You are not any better. Just fuck your own life and don't bother mine. You are in no position to tell me what to do. You are already screwing your own life, and I don't need a fucktard like you to tell me what to do.



If you think I'm superficial, whatever. So be it. Thats my fucking problem. You don't need to bother anything. Since you think I am better than everyone, so be it. Whatever, just fucking get lost and continue to lead your screwed up life!



I have never ever think that, my own, biological brother will put me down. Ever since young you always think you're right. You think you are never wrong and I always am. What kind of brother are you? Putting your own sibling down. You're just an asshole and I do not need a brother like you. You can lead your life and I can lead mine. I don't need your concern at all. You can die for all you want but just lead your own life. You are better off dead. Don't drag me in any problems you have, and don't think I'll ever help you because you don't deserve me helping you at all.



For all the fucking shit you've done to me, you are going to get it. Karma will get back at you. You are just one shit ass hole fucktard basturd.



JUST FUCK YOUR OWN LIFE AND LEAVE ME ALONE