I wish I could find something or someone that I can talk to and not being judged. Well half the time I'm always worrying about things I shouldn't. A worrywart, given by Brenda. So true so true.
Then again, who's not afraid of being judged by others? Especially when you want to maintain a fairly decent right? I mean its not wrong for me to say that we all wanna look good or at least have a good impression for others!
Then again comes the contradictatory when some say true friends don't judge you by what you do but who you are. Which I agree to a full extent! If you're a friend, you'll accept your friends for who they are. Well, there are many ways to seeing this.
Some also say, family are there for you in times of needs. Then again, its not like I don't want to look for them but its because I can't ): Honestly I tried but no avail. Bucking up my courage for another try is alot harder than trying to accept how things is now.
Honestly, what is worth fighting for? Self-worth? Pride? Dignity? Love? Friendship? All of it? Abit of each?
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Oh well, back to today, was having fun with Stef in AudioPro today :> Hehehe. Thanks alot Steffy! :D Hahahh, so fun right, to delete whole track and get ourselves into nerve-wrecking moments. Hehehehehehehe.
Tomorrow is a longlonglong day! Everyday is a long day anyway. Hah. Tomorrow can register for TP's 20th birthday! :D Fun I foresee.
Alright, need to hit the sack! Goodnight everyone!
On a (not-so) random note, my hair is starting to 'qiao'. Not curl but like float. Urgh, its annoying. Tsktsk.
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