I've tried

In the midst of an event job now! 2 days down, another 2 more to go! Its really a fun bunch. I'm glad I met so many nice people in this company!

Just a quick update. Hmmm, or maybe just wanna pend down some thoughts I have.....oh and some feelings I'm feeling now.

So, I've tried. I really did. I don't honestly think its possible that all 3times I tried talking to you but you ignored me..? It really makes me upset, not the fact that I'm being ignored but why? Sigh, since you want things to be this way I guess this will be it....

I strongly regard all friendships as something really fragile and I really do treat it with care. Its like fragments of my heart and memory...okay does that even make sense? Something along that line. Each friendship is something part of me in fact, something I can't live without. Even the slightest change affects me, but I guess its just me placing too much on something. I don't regret placing so much into a friendship, but I guess its becomes too silly of me when the other party takes it for granted or doesn't seem to appreciate the effort...

Looking forward to a good break + hoping for some $ to spend soon! Need a break before I have another event to cover for next week!

Have a good week ahead yeah?