Exhaustion

Its been a very hectic week. With CCC journals and Multi-Cam first recording over and done with, its a relief to the mind. You can be sure about that.



On a happier note, it means that another week of school is over, and we're nearing the end of year 2! I can't say for sure that I'm all happy that year 2 is over, because it means we're nearing the end of Poly. Its just a mixture of emotions, but I'm sure its a happier thing its coming to an end. January is coming to an end as well! Can't wait for February to come for Chinese New Year. Everyone's looking forward to it, so kachingz start filling the pockets.



Earlier just now, was celebrating Shihui's birthday over at Yiting's place! Time really flies, and its 7th year since we all knew each other. Nostalgic. Then again, we all have our rough times, but I'm glad after all this while, we still bother to keep things together and this means something.



Simply just coming together, celebrating her birthday, and spending time with her. Little joys in life. I'm glad to see all of them just now. Played 'Chubby Bunny' for the first time, and yes its fun! Anyone who's reading this, we should try this out someday. Guarantee 100% fun. Hahah.



Today is just another day, that kept me thinking about things and people around me. People come and go in life, but there are people that stay with you through dark and happy times. There is always a fair share of people who drifts apart, and not because we want it this way, but sometimes things just happen for a reason. I definitely don't like this horrible feeling but its just something we have to learn how to deal with. I know I'm still trying, and its tough. The last thing I ever want to know is that, someone feels drifted away from me.... I rather not acknowledge the fact that its happening, and just let things be that way. Escapism.



Been trying hard to please all my friends even since primary school days, as early as primary 1. Even up to now, things still remain the same. I try so hard to fit in, and even up to now, I still do. Always trying hard to be that friend that someone would want to keep. Sigh.



Sometimes, I just bother too much about how people feel about me. The judgement made on me that I always care about so much whether it matters or not.



Why can't I be a more normal guy? Sigh. I hate myself.



That aside, weekends is here, so hope its a good weekends ahead for all!