Drained

Been waiting


Been yet another awhile..



December is here! So quickly we return to back we started. Really feels so fast. Is it just me or some goes by faster this year? Or is this because as we turn older, we feel that time passes really quickly? Its a sign to cherish everything you have, before its gone! The people, everything and anything that means something to you.



Another year just flashes through again. There are so many things that happened this year, alot of eventful and not-so-happier stuff that went on! With that said, still, through the downs, there are also things to learn and take away.



Thinking to myself, about what I've done this year, and how I treat people around me. I always find a constant need to reflect throught things I've done for people, and what people have done for me. Learning experiences. Things like these keep me constant.



Holidays is coming, and there's alot of things I need to settle! Alot of gifts to get, money to spend, and of course, trying to find ways to get a job to cover all these expenses!



From time to time, I also keep having this nostalgic feeling, missing those days when I was still a leader back in secondary school. The feeling back then, was so satisfying, and that, that alone can keep me going on and on. Its more than just a motivation, but also my strength! My hope! Something I know it will stay for me, with me and alongside with me.



Those were the days... I know people say that we shouldn't be living in the past, but still.....



The weather is really nutty, hope all of you drink shitload of water!