Been another while...
Haven posted here in awhile..
Well, so TNS has already finished! 2 weeks stayed was really fun/exhusting/scary/crazy. You name them, we felt them. Really crazy hectic 2weeks, but definitely a 2weeks I'll never see it again. Not with the same bunch of people.
I'm still lacking of updates here. Still haven got the "kick" to actually come back blogging. The weird thing about me and blogging is, once I've posted for something, to me its considered as posting for the day already. Precisely why I don't like to do multiple posting, and normally only post when its the end of the day, because it kinda sums up the day? Okay, call me weird but thats the way I feel.
School is officially starting next week. I still can't believe that holidays is over. Reason being, working for 4weeks and school for the remaining 2weeks. Time really went by that quickly. Looking back, each day passed by quickly. However it goes without saying that this holiday has been very meaningful for myself. That includes the YOG period too.
Its only 2 lecture so far and I think its already bad enough. Tell me this semester is going to pass really quick!
School aside, I've got a bunch of awesome friends who are always there to have fun together and to go through shtis together. I'm always grateful for them, having them around, so much fun and without them I don't know how I would carry on with life.
What if one day, everyone just disappears, and all go away? What will then happen? Its so tough, really it is. I feel like I'm living for someone else and not for my own. Have I been selfish? Have I done enough for others? My mind is a mess, and I think my life is screwed up. I don't know what to do, who to look for, or what to feel. Feeling so helpless, isn't there anything I can do about it? Been living day by day, laughing it off and brushing away...
In any case, school is really early tomorrow, slowly bit by bit I'll update all the pictures I owe and posts I lack for awesome people and awesome events!
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