1/4 of the 2010 has gone by
Yes, and it makes you wonder, how much have you done (?)
I've done nothing much actually. Rewinding....
Oh well, but at least my days are more productive with school started. Or I think its better than holidays (?) Okay irony.
That aside. With May started, its going to be challanges ahead I foresee. School assignment is already due in 2weeks time! In fact, its only 1week more till the first assignment for Single Camera due. I'm always constantly reminding myself what is up but half the time I probably do shit than to start on the assignment. Well hey! I'm trying better! So don't judge me!
Many a times, I really feel lonely. Don't know if you guys know, but being lonely and alone is two different thing. Urgh, I know I shouldn't be feeeling this way but I really can't help it sometimes. It doesn't make things better when there's quarrels at home. I'm already trying my best! Its like, I know there's no one I can talk to when I've got family problems, or could be I'm shutting myself up. Well, of course with occasional rants to my friends (thankyouverymuch all of you!) but deep down inside, there's so much more I wanna say... Things I want to say, but I'm afraid for people judging me... Urgh
Then again, you know, the only people I've got to seek strength from are my friends. I don't know how I'll survive or what I'll do if I don't have these people in my life. Once again, I wanna thank all that have helped me so far! For everyone who did their bit in helping me when I'm down, thankyou!
I don't know whats with this sudden emotional stuff, ahha don't ask me!
School's a bitch and it always will be huh? Apart from the people. Well, lets hope things will get better for me alright? Same to all of you tooo!
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