Crazier.

Make me believe


Feels like I'm falling out. Life's like a rollercoaster these days.



I really wished I could leave Singapore! Take a break from everything here. There's France/Australia trip but I can't even try to think about it. Not even for just a minute, thinking about going. The cost are just bombs and bombs. Like 10000 of them.



Maybe, all I need is just a break, a break from everything, here in Singaopre?



You know, it's really tough to explain what I'm going through in words; like how the kids are not at all cute to me.



I'm just angry at people that, gets what they want without even trying, yet spending all day long complaining over it! Already gotten something they didn't need to ask for, and still yakking away!



I feel like, giving a punch on your face.



Don't get me wrong, because I am not referring to anyone around me. I believe people like this exist.



I am also disappointed in some people. Some people who, I thought they were always a closefriends of mine. I think that, maybe we're drifting. This could be my fault, and all just me making a fuss out of everything.



I wish I was the one at fault, me thinking so much, and it was just all my mind playing tricks on me.



Everything changed since I came to Tampines. I guess I was the odd one from the start right? I did everything just to fit in, and even up to now, I still am. I never was the kind of guy who did what you guys did.



Being all sentimental and emotional. Yeah, so I guess that explains why people love calling me gay/sisi/ah gua from the day I stepped in the outside world.



I guess for 10years, and up till now, I probably still haven gotten over what has happened to me. Those very incidents, still scarred. Idiot enough to let those stuff happen.



I don't even know what am I crying for now.