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Sunday, May 10, 2009

Neither please to live, nor live to please.






It's going to be tougher than I expected but I know I'm going to try my best. Give in all that I've got.



It's almost a month since school started, but not all is going well, eh?



Adapting to new life, environment, working style, everything and anything. From people, to work, to places and even self. Things are starting to pick up, and I'm glad. Seemingly getting better and no, I won't fall.



Just so you know, people are already starting to bitch about each other. Expected this would happen, but didn't expect it to be so quick. Many projects on hold at the moment, but when time draws nearer to deadline, thats when everyone start to panicks.



I hope this won't occur for my case. Worse of all, I've yet to start on Reflective Journals and also my IWA- Individual Work Assignment for my Journalism One. Spending most of my time worrying about the Logo assignment instead.



Everything all seem to cramp all together, don't they?



Gahhh, somemore I've still yet to install the Adobe Illustrator, InDesign and Photoshop yet. Plus, my worksheets are starting to pile because I've got no place to put em. I really don't know what's going to happen if things are going to carry on this way.



I know I'm trying my best now, but this determination might blow off any moment.



Anyway, this is still considered the start, so I still have a bit of time. Or at least I think there is. Today is already Saturday! Which means tomorrow is Sunday. 24hours don't seem to be enough.



Alright, I'm going to hit the books, or slideshow.



Rest well people! Back to subjects!















I know what I'm doing, probably don't seem to be enough. Neither do I know how long I'll last, nor do I know will I make it there. The future seems dreamy, and getting harsh as time goes by. I probably don't even have time to bother about how people think of me. It's actually their choice, whether is it fair to me or not. Thus, I will just focus on what I have to, and only be concern of people around me, closefriends and all. About how others will think of me, shall cast that aside.



For all you know, I might not be strong enough to carry on living in this house.

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