Counting down.

Took me awhile...


I needed to calm myself down.



To allow peace and serenity flow to my mind. Like, it's chaos inside my brain. Not over studies yet, but like how I'm going to survive. Like, you know I really feel shit, and stuff, like I've got classmates of 10points, 9, 8 and even 7. I've yet to know all, but I reckon everyone made it with a plus-minus 2 of the Cut-Of-Point.



I know everyone will alll start from scratch, but think about it, if you can get good results in Os, it generally means that you are hard-working isn't it? Like, it's completely ironic to say that you got like 3 As by chance. Right?



Nevertheless, I am still working hard to do well. Pass all my subjects, and really, failing my subjects is the last thing I ever wanna happen to me. Plus, the first year, we are doing like the writing part which I am not strong at.



As for my classmates, I think they all are individuals who probably has more to what I've seen of them. I'm pretty sure, that all of them are nice people. They tries very hard to make friends, and talk.



Well, for myself, needless to say, I am trying my very best to bond. However, first, I need to get pass myself- that mind-cracking stage.



I still feel so _______.



I need to replenish, and stop myself from thinking.



I'm sure in time to come, I'll be able to know people who's silence isn't awkard to me. Same goes to you two, Chia and Huixuan!