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Can you imagine how movies can really touch people and actually urge them to tear?
If you don't know, I'm one of them! Well, I guess maybe because I've got high EQ? Err... yeaah, and comes along with much sentimental-ness and also it brings back my past. Something which, I do not dare to look back at.
Watched the movie "Marley and me." I personally think it's a great movie. Don't believe me? Catch it! Don't end up crying too hard alright? Hahaha.
Yeaah and days are passing by, either working like a clerk 8) or outside hanging out with friends. Makes my days much much and way far more well-lived. If you didn't know, I actually earn a sum of money through this job, but at the same time, it makes me think alot about myself. Probably because of MRT rides that irritates me and makes me wanna sink into my own world.
Even strong ones has their weakest moments.
You know, some people get past their lives everyday with nothing much to worry about, and sometimes I do envy this people. However, on the other hand, too much of a good thing, is a bad thing. People of such will never know how tough is it to go by each day. Living in bed of roses.
It's been about 5years since it happened, but it takes alot of actually get rid of this, events that took place which left scars. At times, I feel like shouting out loud, how bad I really feel inside, to allow people to know how blessed they are, and to make them realize that life is not all smooth-sailing and that they are already good enough not to have went through my stage.
I know for sure that there are people out there who might have been through even worse and might not live through it. Comparing isn't going to help either.
So, please, people out there who's going through toughs and storms in life, hang in there. Be sure that there are people out there going through or have experienced the same or worse.
I know it's tough, because I'm stilll struggling everyday to get rid of these scars. Just alone thinking about it already makes me feel disgusted. I dare not even face myself.
How I hope that I can share with burden with you guys, but then again, I don't wanna burden you guys but sharing it. Okay, its kinda a self-issue, when you don't wanna make people worried but not sharing. In the course of not sharing, you make the person feel worse.
Gahh, okay I don't know whats with this random issue. Probably the aftermath of watching the movie. LOLOL!
Alright, I want to get the enrolment thingy done and over with -.- Making me irritated.
Okay, off to sleep I think? Hahaha.
Take care, thanks P.O.S
Don't let the bed bugs bite. Haha :) Plus, tomorrow is the start of March! :D
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