160th

The way I are

Life's so fragile. Won't you agree?



Been thinking alot today and, pretty much plain as well. At home the whole day and, would be scouting for jobs soon. Actually, got a few but, haven really made a choice.



It's only barely weeks till we we all get back our results and, actually from now, only people whom you made efforts to stay in contact, then will you not lose touch.



What do I really want?



Great results? Ever-lasting friendship? Loving family?



I feel, drained. Tired and exhausted. I barely have enough energy to last a day, what more a life?



Food for thought: What do you really want?



It suck-ed, to the max. Times like this, where, you need to do apart with the world and set some time to, soul-searching and think back. Rewind and recall. Reminise (wrong spelling?) the past.



It worries me even more, whenever I think about the future, and most important my family. Can I stay on in this situation?



It's really freaking scary, when one really do not know one's self. Exactly what I'm going through now. You won't even realize how, that feels. It's a feeling you don't ever want to go through. Yet, it sets you thinking what you wanna be or wanna do.



I feel crappy now, helpless whenever I see people around me feeling upset and it really drives me to the bottom of the pit.



Is there nothing I can do about it? To salvage this problem?