Its never ending.

Maybe...

I'm not gonna solve this problem ever.



I'm sick and tired of all these again :(



Repeating issues like this strikes and I really cannot take it any longer. I've really done my best and O levels is only 27days away. Yet, everyday I can't do much but only to wait till the time is near AM till I can study.



I've really tried my best. Everyone faces problems and I might not be the worse off one. Should I be worrying about others? Should I feel better for the fact that there are people in a more terrible situation than me?



Yes, I'm really proud that I'm able to to have all the luxury in life. I really do appreciate it. However, everytime it haunts me, I feel so, useless and, lonely.



Like I've, lost everyone around me, I've lost all that I've gotten, everything returns to what it use to be. In the middle of nowhere, I no longer know what I'm doing or what I can do to help myself.



This feeling, that kills you from the inside. This, tinge of fear that slowly grows and devour you, and soon enough, you're gone.



I dread this, I DON'T WANT THIS ANYMORE :(



I've tolerated long enough, Os is only round the corner, will you spare me and take me away after Os?



Take care, smile more and always.
Tata.
Thanks P.O.S for all that you've helped me.



However, I just feel so useless.



Crying don't work,
venting won't solve,
counselling, just don't get in,
everything seems on the verge.
Save me please :(