Nothing can explain this, feeling inside

Anyway, I'm very worried. Today's Amaths is a killer and went on crazy-streak. Sigh. I guess I really need to buck up. I don't seem to understand and realize that point. I NEED HELP! Of course I'm helping myself.



Today's Amaths and Mother Tongue. One word to describe: Bye-bye



Anyway, I'm not planning to blog for long. take care, smile more and always.



Tata! Tomorrow's Chemistry, that whole day that is. Bless me, sky! All the best once again, to everyone.



*here's a survey from Eileen!*



1.Do you wish to get marry ?
Yes and no? I prefer staying single though.



2 .What do you want the most now ?
Better grades in my studies! Though it's impossible, but I still hope but a happy family of blood-ties.



3 . Who is the person you trust the most ?
A few of my closefriends but I shall not reveal them (:



4 . Do you think you have enough confidence ?
Yes, proud enough to say I'm tohchinyong-Jonathan! :D



5 . If you have a dream to come true , what would it be ?
To be someone whom people can look up to. A person which I can try to help people around me



6 . Are you satisfied with yourself ?
No . My grades now are, 'goodness-gracious' *winks* Oh, and many other factors.



7 . What are you afraid to lose the most ?
Myself, and all my friends, family and fond memories



8 . Do you belive in eternity love ?
I haven been into a relationship but base on what I feel, yes (:



9 . Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide ?
I can't remember T_T If I did, I'm sorry! ):



10 . What do you like about yourself ?
For who I am :D



11 . What are the requirements that you wish from the other half ?
There's no need for you to find out xD or are you interested? (:



12 . What feeling do you hate the most ?
This feeling where my friends hate me and it worsens because I'm self-conscious




13 . Do you cherish every friendship of yours ?
Yes, never once have I let it go. Sentimental if you put it.



14 . Do you treasure your family ?
More on my biological-family.



15 . What do you dislike most?
Cockcroaches-wrong spelling? LOL! YUCKS ANYWAY!!



16 . Who do you hope to be always there for you ?
Friends and family. Esp you!



17 . What do you regret most in your life now ?
For all the silly mistakes that made a difference in anyone's life. For now making the right decisions. Just like that shiat Lim Chenglei -.- sucker [:



18 . What kind of friends do you hope to be in your friend's eye ?
Like what I mentioned in 5 but of course more elaborated, ask me if you wanna know :D



19 . Who is this one particular person whom you really wanna see now ?
Bestie-Liu Junyi!


20.What are you doing now ?
Mugging for tomorrow's Chemistry paper *faints*



Instructions : Remove one question from the above and add in your personal question .Make it a total 20 questions . Then tag 8 people in your list .List them out at the end of the post . Notify them in their chatbox that he/she have been tagged .Whoever does the tag , would have blessing from all .

*I didn't tag anyone to do this survey but do do if you feel interested :D Sorry yeahh? and thanks Eileen! :D