Just like always.

Silly Ong! (male)
Blur Ong! (female)
Desperate Tan!
Horny Kua!
Forgetful Leow!
HAHA

Haha! These are names which I've come out and yes, it's 5 students from sec 3. Haha! (: You could try to guess, something to ponder about if you're free and nothing to do ^^



Well, yesterday was hell. I mean, results (obviously) not good and yeaah, day was probably always usual. Though it's the last day but I'll never thought it was.



One year ago, around this time, was when burdens became more heavy and it was time to take over the board. Myself and a few other peermates, had to take charge of the planning-Student leader's Investiture.



Now, I take a step back, and recall what happened. Not just one year ago, but all the way since the day we took up that challenge. It was something that determined something and that was our capabilities. Yes, no doubt along the way there was certainly obstacles we had to face, but that was not the important point. We had to overcome those and that was what that kept me going all the way since now.



It's not the first, nor the 2nd. It was repeating itself almost all the time.



Was it the right choice made?



I often doubt myself, my capabilties whether was I the right one.



I've given my best and what I did was ultimately for the sake of all good. Nothing else.



Was it wrong? It was never the end. More problems came up. The thin line between friendship and work stuff. What much choice did I have? If I were to choose friendship over work, why would I made the headprefect then? If I were to choose work over friendship, it was never fair to my friends, and myself.



Therefore, I had to balance between both. It was never easy and I had so many of them turning against me. We did not agree and thus it made things even worse. I never wanted these to happen. From the start, I never wanted. Apparently, things didn't work out. Though now things are for a better change, but it still worries me. Not a single day can I not worrying about it.



That was also a doing of a devil. A person who could do anything just for it wants. Going the extra to claim that whatever it was doing was all right. Insulting people and crushing people's hope and dreams. Was that, right?



There were so many sins that I've commited but nothing could beat that devil's. What would you have done if you were me?



What were the other choices I had?



There's not turn back and I really want my chinese O levels to turn out fine.



I shall mug and I'll be back posting tomorrow. These days was tough. Getting over things which just brought me down, to where one should never be. Total darkness.



take care, smile more and always. Well, Thats all for today's post and I'll probably be sending the people going off for Guiyang later. Just a simple gesture, makes a difference. Just like to those suffering now, die to the disaster.



Tata! Thank you P.O.S, all these while helping along the way.