It's now or never.

Nothing's gonna change my concern for you

Yes. I never stop showing my concern for you as long as you don't do stupid-silly things to me. Otherwise, I will shower you with what I can. Take my word.



Changes are inevitable. Don't you agree? Things just constantly taking it's change. What we cannot stop but only to look forward and adapt to it. What if you can't? Don't ignore but it's not going to affect you.



It's time for some self-reflection. Have I been a goodfriend? I realize sometimes, I do talk bad about people and stuff, but understand this, I go against for that certain issues and I never go against someone for who is she/he. Everyone is kind at nature, there's is not doubt for that.



A person can be as b!tchy-fied and be a r-e-a-l shiat. Know that she/he was never this way. It's how you can get influenced by either your peers or environment. Thats when you're self-will comes into the story. People often debate over how things affects and how you shouldn't be if you had self-discipline and stuff. Waitttttttt. Pause now and think about, everyone has different views but both parties has their point. Personally, I feel that whether what you will be, it's not up to what is happening to decide. It's all whether yourself.



The power to decide.



We don't realize that the power to decide is within with all of us. No matter how insignificant the decision is. It's still a affecting one. Affects what comes after you made that choice, isn't it?



What I deeply regretted is, things which I should have decide on my own, I didn't. It resulted to something terrible. Really chaotic situation now :( I know saying it now probably won't make much difference but I just want to express this feeling which kills me from the inside. Slowly devouring me.



I only hope for the best for what lies aheads for them. I have faith in them too. Please, sky, bless them with all that they deserves. Will you?



Prelims are coming. In less than 2days. It's now or never. Seemingly doing a greater fear than I expected. Calm me down anyone? I hate this thought of flunking my prelims and worse of all-'O' levels.



NO and never. Not now, not ever and not a chance!



Just that tiny feeling, or instead, a killing feeling of insecure.



School was at usual but everyone is slowly falling ill. Bless me and all the others. We don't deserve something like this before my prelims. Drink lots of water and eat your bitterly-scary-wonderful spoon of medicine if you have to. Just make sure you won't fall into deep sleep due to fever (:



I hope nothing comes to me as well, not only after prelims.



take care, smile more and always! I'm off to mug Social Studies on Wednesday and Emaths Paper 1. Bless me alright! Skyy!!



Before I go too,
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY
LINAH! :DD
General Office Lady! =DD haha!
Bet she's enjoying the best in Singapore now.
Heh heh :D



Tata! :DD Rest well people! Like what I said, nothing's gonna change my concern for euu! Haha!