Greetings people. Remember that back in this year at February, Rachel and I screamed at you guys? Any memories?
Anyhow, today is Invest! :D Whee, it's really (: Nostalgia. I really will blog more on Saturday. With ALL my pictures alright? Wahaha :D I'm going to my father's computer. LOL!
Anyway, from this moment on, till Saturday, I am going to leave my blog with this post. Until Saturday. Thats all. Yupp, will NOT be blogging. Miss you guys alright? This post was meant for this year, 11th of Feb. 2008. It was this day. Alright? I waited for 5months. This is the moment.
I will explain more on this coming Saturday as well. Rock on people!
take care, smile more and always! Rock on people and read this post then.
Byee, and prepare yourself for alot. Tata. One more thing, this post was at THAT point of time and I have nothing against my dept heads anymore. (: We've fun loving people, cause we're not in position anymore! (:
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To all my dearest prefects...
Regarding about today's LA, I did my own self-reflections. I asked myself whether did I do the wrong thing. Was I at fault to actually scold all of you like that. Did I went overboard by saying all those stuff. Should I have given all of you a chance? Am I being too unreasonable. I did all that I can to ask myself and did my self-reflections.
Attire, when I asked the department heads to stand up was for all of you to judge yourself what was your head's attire. At this point of time of the year, being heads and you can't even have proper attire, why are you even a head? This is not the 1st time I have been telling you about it.
Was it the first time? No
Was it the second time? No
Was it the third time? No
It's already the countless time that attire has been addressed. Like what I mentioned, can you just imagine yourself and a sec1 questioning your attire. You have a position in the board. Can't you just put yourself in a position of a head? Is it so difficult to do that? It's just a attire. Simple as that. Not even the president is allowed. Not the vice president and not myself.
Especially the top 3. I can proudly say that MY attire is perfect. As for Rachel's, I'm sure hers has no problem at all. What about you? Is yours acceptable? NO. Let me put this straight to your face. You are wearing ankle socks and put aside your attitude in class, you can't even have proper attire. I don't deny you have good working skills and time management but what the school wants isn't all just about people who can work.
Have you ever asked yourself whether have you gain the respect of the leaders you lead? Have you? Even the most basic thing which is having attire, you can't even do it, what more is there to say about? It really speaks about how you portray yourself.
Betraying others and bossing people all around, have you ever consider about people's feelings? Thinking you can get away with all the little things you've done wrong?
One thing I want to clarify, I AM THE HEADPREFECT. Who are you to give instructions to MY leaders? It's fine that you want to help me but you didn't even bother to tell me? Have you ever shown Rachel the respect she should be getting? Have you? Mdm Amrit gives you order, you could have chosen to pass it to me. Instead going around back stabbing people, saying how lousy am I. At least I know that I've gained respect from MY leaders. Although I may not have gotten every single one but at least I know that I've done my part. I'm not like some hardcore worker and goes around finding people to backstab.
It has come to a point where I am not going to tolerate anymore. You should really try to give in to people and not always wanting people to respect you.
One more thing, I've done my atmost best. Say all you want but I know that I've done my best. Whether all of you respect me as a head or not, it's all up to you.
Like what I've said, realize why we can't carry on with bonding activities is because we can't GET WORK DONE! There is only empty promises. Work can't be done and how do you expect we can play? Work is not only FRC which all of us are stucked at but also other own department duties. Everyone giving attitude. All sorts of excuses.
One more thing, you realize that attire that we are concerned about now is JUST socks and hair, we haven gone into details such as tie clip and collar pins. So many more. See the point here?
There are so many fun activities that I personally have wanted to carry out for the whole board. Have fun and enjoy together like how a board is suppose to be. Yet, so many times things can't be carried out. There was also times where there is bonding event. Example the laser tag, it was meant for the board to enjoy and pitting against each other. Have all of you at least TRIED to go for once? No, even if it didn't suit you, can you at least go and see how is it like? Try at least?
Also to everyone out there, if you wish to talk bad about me, saying how I suck and leading my leaders, how lousy I am. All the reasons you can fault me with, go ahead and do so. Make Jonathan Toh be the lousiest person on earth.
Wait, get one thing clear, I've done my very best.You are the one that doesn't seem to realize that. Say all you want, but have you ever thought where the fault lies?
Going around and backstabbing others, can you get over with your conscious? Can you? You may find ALL the fun in the world doing what you're doing now. Thats because you fail to realize your mistakes. Who can you blame? Yourself.
Finding people and trying all means to get me screwed up, go ahead. Just do whatever you want to. My conscious is clear.
If you think you can be a better leader then me, I want you to come and look for me face to face and tell me you want to be the headprefect, without hesitation I will give you my tie straight. Try me.
Disappointment. Know why?
I can see people have the cheeks to be doing your own stuff when I was trying to tell people off and how the attitude of the board is. Poor attitude. There is just so much endless issues. Attitude is the key to change the board into a better place. Yet it's just so difficult
I know it's not possible to get everyone to think alike and work together all in peace and harmony but the point here is, at least putting in your effort to be a less detestable person, wouldn't it just make things much better?
If one can do, and all starts slowly, one by one, then at least the whole board is improving and not just having endless issues.
What I could think of and what I should have mentioned is all here. As much as possible I am trying not to scold all of you, does it work? No. Must I scream everyday? Apparently, it seems so.
You can't wait for things to happen, take the initiative and things that you should be putting your effort to do, it's needless to ask you to put your effort. Duties are what a prefect should be doing and not complaining, "I want to change!" or things like, "Ee, the person is not nice/good, I want to change!". If you're gonna have all these attitude, stop. Either you learn and change, otherwise I find it pointless to stay in the board?
In case all of you don't know who I was talking about, it's that guy, who ever knows.
Thats all I want to say now. take care and smile more and always. Thank you, P.O.S. It really speaks who are there for me.
Bye.
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