End of Feb'10!

Another end, brings forward a new start


Its already the end of Feb!



I guess time really passes quite quickly especially when you're having holiday. Alot has been happening for the the week but I was just lazy to blog about it. Well but I still have some readers, I wonder who they are....



That aside, plans of getting a job is already on its way:

• Applied for SISTIC already.
• Waiting for confirmation for the above, Elisa and I are going to apply Taka/BHG! :D
• Anyone keen to join us?

I'm hoping I get to start work soon because I need to get alot of stuff. Like shoes,bags, headset and some other stuff. Alot to get but my money isn't enough to even last. Jobjobjob, faster let me start work soon.



Weird things have been happening to me, I lost my set of clothes. Seriously you ask? Yes -_- To make things worse, its the favourite pair of pants I like to wear. Urgh, I seriously have no idea where the heck did it went to and its annoying me badly. I last wore it last Friday and its gone now.



I really hate losing stuff at home, especially since the house is so small but I still can't find it.



Well, I sure do hope that February was a good one for all. At least better than January! Otherwise, March will be a better one!



Its the this point of the month when you'll think back of what you've done, and so quickly it seems another month has gone past just like that.

Dilema

I can't find the words


Honestly, I don't really look forward from the start, and its not making things better with whats more to come.



Maybe I just need to think straight. With somethings going on, I just have to look things one at a time. Faith to keep moving on.

Happy 18th! Stefanie! :D

Happy 18th! :D


Happy birthday! Mom? Hehe.



Yesh! Time flies and its already coming one year knowing each other! Indeed you're a very deep person, or I think you are. Hahah. Your heart isn't on your sleeve. Nevertheless, it was great knowing you! Despite your crazy random moments like the ones today. I shall not publicly name them out so its doing good for you huh? *winkwink* Looking forward to being classmates! Great fun! Heh. Stay prettyaye too huh? :D Lots of fun, more to look forward to!



Sincerely,
Jonathan

Happy 18th! Yi Ting!

Happy 18th!


Happy birthday, chairman! :D



You're now entering the next phrase of your life! Not only is it your A levels this year, but as well as entering the legal for more to come! I really hope you'll do very well for As, and then you can look forward to more fun to come! Work hard and play hard! Once a chairman, always a chairman for 2Azero6! :) Keep this friendship rocking alright!



Sincerely,
Jonathan

Sorrow

Why?

I honestly, don't know what is going on in my life now.



I need answers, but can anyone answer me? I'm really trying so hard to be happier because I've got awesome friends around me. I can't find the words to explain but I really can't take this any longer! I'm really trying my best, but it never seem enough.



I've spent all my life trying to help people around me. Friends, family and even strangers. Yet I can't help myself through this crisis, or problem I've been facing. It really pains me to know that, I am still the same person I am from the past.



Have I changed for a better person? Or was I even good for once? I can't seem to understand anything. I am being overwhelmed by all these negative feelings.


Its already so many years! I really cannot take it anymore! Its sorrow ever since I was young, as a child. As young as maybe 5?



There's just so much thing I want to say, but I can't find the words to say. Things are turning so bad I can breakdown. I've been telling myself that I can get through this but looks like not any longer.



I've got no courage to face all my friends, myself or even my family thats not making things better for me. I really wish I never existed in this world. I honestly don't know what to do, what to feel, or how to make things better. Its not like I wanted the world, I just want something so simple.



I always wanted to belong to somewhere. However, I have never ever belong to somewhere.



Sorry everyone, I was never really a good friend, and looks like I won't be a better friend anymore.

Happy 18th! Stephanie!

Happy 18th!


Happy birthday! Prettyaye!



Known you for 5years already, and I'm glad to have you as a friend! Every up and down we've experience, I still remember them. Despite you re-taking Os again, I'm glad now you've got better grades and going to a course you want to yeah! At least its a desired school uh huh. Also, I hope that you and Jiang will last long yeaah! Continue to stay pretty and keep this friendship rocking! :D



Sincerely,
Jonathan

4D3N Chinese New Year Celebrations! :D

Nothing but a bliss


Been busy, really busy. Busy with celebrations that is! Tiring but fun! :D







I am currently at my cousin's place! Beside me is my step-cousin- Nestor. Yeaap, cool name yeap?



Yeap, staying over at their place for the 2nd night already. CNY this year is a 4D3N for me! 1st night over was at Malaysia. 2nd night was at my cousin's place, and 3rd night and still at my cousin's place! I didn't know I'll stay for 2 nights actually. Thought my mother would make a big fuss over it, thankfully not.

• Day before CNY, steamboat dinner over at my biological-father's side!
• 1st Day CNY, Steamboat at my place with all step-family relatives!
• Head over to Ang Mo Kio for another relative house visit, and off to Malaysia!
• Reached Malaysia, and spent the 1st night there! Didn't eat steamboat over there though
• 2nd Day CNY, came back from Malaysia, and headed to my cousin's place for steamboat again!
• Afterwhich, watch a moovie with cousins, uncle and aunt!
• Moovie shall not be revealed :)
• Finished the moovie at like 2am, went back to their place
• Decided to stayover their place, watched KungFu Panda!
• Alright, then after KF.Panda, you wouldn't believe what I watched.
• .......
• .......
• .......
• Paris Hilton's next BFF. What the heck? Seriously? Well, yeaah. Oh-em-gee.
• Slept at 5am. Hah :D Feliz and I, power! :D
• Woke at like 10.30am
• Headed off to my another cousin's place near Novena for another round of steamboat. Played PS3, wooo, well but just to kill time. He didn't have Final Fantasy. If he had, !%^%&^&*&^&%$^&*^%$^&*^%^&*^%$%^&*(*. Hahahaha.
• Left, and headed to somewhere at Bishan for yet another round of steamboat. Pure madness right! LOL
• What is CNY without gambling? Heh :D
• Left, and also last minute decided to stay over at my cousin's place (the same place I was referring to above)
• Then again, thought my mother would really make a big-ass-fuss this time around, but she didn't! Really shocked me. Oh well, but still she's.......
• Came back, and now blogging!

So, I am now on the bed, doing my daily stuff, and just checking out what I've been missing but I guess nothing much I guess. In total, for CNY so far, I've been eating steamboat for like 5times already, and there's another one coming on at Bryan's place! Hahha.


Well, I guess it can be a tiring but there's food to eat, and (obviously great awesome) companions! So I guess I won't get sick of eating no matter what, since its a different group of people, which is a different feeling afterall :)



I'm probably planning to go home at like, don't know what time, which means I'm probably not going elsewhere unless there's going to be a date. Which I highly doubt so.



Well, I hope that CNY was great for all of you! I shall leave the redpackets counting for the last day! Hahahah.



I still wonder who and what kind people reads my blog because people don't tag. Well, sometimes I wonder just who reads, but sometimes I can't be bothered because I know no one reads them. I had like only 1reader recently. Depressing though.



I need a job! Anyone got jobs to intro apart from SISTIC? On a random note, I'm one more month till 18. I don't think I'm looking forward to it...

Rewind

Back tracking


Well, had awesome celebrations for the past two days.



Yesterday, 12/2- Steph's Pre-18th-BBQ-Celebrations! :)
11/2- End of Sem Celebrations! :D



Had BBQ yesterday! Thanks alot Steph! Invitation, food and best of all, companionship! It was indeed great to see alot of you again. After being busy with school for so long, it is indeed nice to see alot.



Food was great! Thanks alot BBQ-ers! I tried to help as and when I can though, so I guess I did contribute a bit of effort? Hah. Of course everyone did contribute- Companionship!



On Thursday, End of Sem partyaye was greatttt! :D



Finished my French roleplay with Lizhen (and thankfully my tutorial teacher said consider it well done! :D Heh), afterwhich I left for Melodi's place! Reached there around 6pm plus and started having greattttt fun!



Few of the things we played were Guitar Heroes, Raving Rabbit and the best Just Dance! Out of the three, I least enjoyed Raving Rabbit probably because we didn't play it long enough. Brenda has the 2nd season one which we will play it soon :) Hehe Guitar Hero was fun because I enjoyed singing! Also the guitarz, sad truth is drums were never my kind of thing. Hahah.



Not forgetting Just Dance! Its totally like Para Para just that its using the Wii controllers and probably a bit more fun. You have to like learn the dance and dance to it. Took me awhile to get used to it until I started winning people. Coool :D



I like the songs Hot n Cold, and some others I can't remember the names of. I rocked at Hot n Cold! Hahha, and I also love dancing to the song. Manage to hit 13k of high score, heh. We must get the game soon and play at Brenda's house! Hoho.



Had pizza and chocolate eclairs for dinner/supper! Despite being a small group, I think the amount of people was about just nice. You don't need to have a big-ass group of people or have a BBQ to have fun. Well, at least not this time around! :D



Thanks so much Melodi! For being a greatttt host! Also the rest for having fun altogether!!



Alright, so pictures from both events ain't here yetttt so I'll probaby be posting 'em soon when its posted!



Leaving for my b.father's side in a few, I hope it will be a good one again this year.

French Roleplay to go!

One last one


One more to go. French roleplay and I'm done.



Well, I'm glad at least after tomorrow, I'll be done and over with. Holidays to look forward to, moeny to earn, people I need to catchup with. Well, the main thing is to earn money, and also to exercise. Get started.



To hell with what I'm feeling now. Freaking annoyed.

Happy 18th! :D Ong Liyan!

Happy 18th!


Happy birthday! :D



Heh. Yesh! I miss History lessons with you! Hahaha, I still recall that one time when you brought the barbie doll to school and we were like dolling her up throughout the whole lesson! Hahha. Fun memories, yes indeed. Also, 2Azero6, always keep thinking back of these people! Awesomenesszz! :) Well, I hope that you'll do well in Poly too okay! Surprise us with your GPA ah! Hahaha, like how you did for Os! :D Lets keep this friendship rockingzz \m/ Hehe. Stay pretty! :B



Sincerely,
Jonathan

Spring cleaning!

Clean, cleared, clean


Done CNY spring cleaning, or pretty much done I guess. Thankfully there's a season to clear otherwise I think alot of people (like me) will probably not make an effort to clean until 13467 years later.



Okay, maybe not.



Tomorrow's Sunday, and I reckon I'll stay at home all day long again! I guess everyone's pretty busy with shopping! Urgh, I wish I could shop more too, but well I'm still thankful I've got some clothes already. I hope I could get a bag and a pair of shoes! Well, but I don't even have money to survive on school days. So now, I just hope for money to eat in school!



I suck because I think too much. Leaving myself in the misery of paranoid-state-of-mind.



I hope everyone's enjoying Chinese New Year and for those who's not, it will be soon!

Over and done with

Awesomenesszz


A-wesomeness with capital A!



Hahha, because MMP exams along with French script is over and done with! Pleases the mind and soul you see? :D Plus, my French tutorial teacher says our work (Lizhen and I) is really great! Plus pointz. Yay to great pair work! :D



Yeap, and so its already the 2nd last week of school over! I can finally say, holidays is coming! Pardon me for those who's still going to have main exams! I know its just us, CMM students who get to enjoy this 2weeks before official holidays for TP students. Well, I can at least try to scout for jobs!



On a random note, this is what I had just now:






Thumbsup! Lovin' it. Hehe. I want to eat them all, but I only ate like two! My grandmother also says its nice to eat! Hahahaha. Get them fast!!!



Well, that pretty much sums up today's exhausting day. Both mentally and physically. Its not over just yet, just about another week more and its time to party! :D




One last thing, don't owe loansharks any money in the future alright? Lest you want to get into trouble with them, like having paints splashed on your house or worse.

Presentation hates me

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Screwed up presentation. Feeling grumpy over it won't help I know.



Best part is, I had to go and think so much and make myself feel so miserable.



Used to always feel good about myself during secondary school days when I was a decent presenter. At least that was what I think I could be proud of, back then. Not that others wasn't good, but at least there was something about myself I can be happy with.



Ahhh, but upon entering CMM, I was introduce to the world.



What I was better at, was someone else's best. Which is way better than me.



There's really nothing good about me that will prove worthy in this scary place called society.



Sigh. Who to blame? No one but myself.

February

Thankyou January


Welcome February!



Alot of plans to be made during this month. Apart from ChineseNewYear plans, got to get jobs, and of course ultimately to make the best of time, and do more productive things!



Wondering if anyone has any jobs on hand to introduce? If any, please tell me yeaap! Well, best is to get people to work all together! :D Its the people that matters anyway!



Anyhoo, over the weekend, went over to Malaysia- Pontian if I'm not wrong for a chalet-ish thing. Let the pictures do the talking!


First, we went to my great-grandmother's place to gather or something. Played with the focusing metering!








Brenda, would you like to have this cup? Hahahah.


Afterwhich, we quickly boarded the car again and here's my youngest brother trying to run away from the camera. Cute? Think again, pffft.








What you see above is the toilet seen when we first enter the carpark.




Okay, so we had to walk really deep in, and all the houses look something like that! That ain't the one we stayed though.




Click for clearer view, its mud-skippers! I think they are cute now eh. LOL.




Here's the place we stayed!




There were a total of 7 of these rooms. 6 was for all of us, and 1 was for the house-owners!





Hell yeah, all the rooms has like two of double-decker beds which could store like 3 people on each bed! Do the math!




This is one part of the house. Its like a linking room between the balcony and living room.




Here's the balcony at the back of the house!!




The view is really, calming :)




:D





Yeahh, you didn't see wrongly, they had a Kbox system in the house!!!




Look so adorably. Sadly, they are devils.




Okay, really every room had two sets of double-decker beds and a toilet in each room.




Okay, here's the unique thing about the toilet. All our 'businesses' goes into the hole which leads to the muddy thingo.




Its muddy now when low-tide, but when its high-tide, its like the sea.

Alright, after that all the adults were busy with Kbox-ing. Guess what was I doing?



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CAM-WHORING. HAHHHAHHAHA.









Uhhh, I feel so 'self-obsessed'. Good thing? Its really bored lehh. Plus, DSLR on hand!!




Me likey this.




Heart-shaped drawing with the moon!

More cam-whoring. Eeep.







Right, so it was already night, and the kids were playing firecrackers. Click em, its ghostly-fied. Hah.




I really liked this photo! Awesomenesszz.




Birthday cake!!!




Birthday girl: Great-grandmother- which means my grandmother's mother!!




Green blanket! :D :D :D For the win! Heh.




Here's the full attendance for the chalet stayover. Big or what? My step-father's Malaysian family side!




Last reflection shot before I leave!




Girly girl. Hah.




This is how hot the Sun was. Love it, not.




Titanic? Failed attempt, no?




Puffer fish! So small and cute eh I think.




Click for a better view!




The one of the left, is like a shark. The person said that when the shark bites you, it won't let go unless its happy. LOL. I know it sounds weird, but I think its true.





The right one is, a hermit fish or something! Saw em during a 2A-ian BBQ!!!





Love the sky. Clear picture :)





Jelly fishy!





Okay, you see this fisherman, he's actually removing the top part of the Jelly fish. Click and try to zoom in. Its the best my lens could go anyway. Didn't get the zoom lens!

Last but not least, we headed back, and had lunch. Wasn't really filled but better than nothing :)




Him, again.



Shall not elaborate what of upon reaching Singapore. Well, I think if I get to go there with any group of friends, totally will have a boom of fun! :D



Presentation tomorrow! I hope our group will do really well alright! Lets get it started!