It's tomorrow!

Prelims, here we come

Greetings people! (:



I'm gonna make a superduper short post now. All the best for the up-coming prelims tomorrow. Be it sec4s, or teachers. We are heading for a very tough journey now but lets not forget why were we in school in the first place alright?



Everyone, please take care of your health too! It really makes me weaker seeing all you of you like that ._.



take care, smile more and always! I have to mug for Social Studies now and hear my good news tomorrow! (I hope)



Tata! =DD It's prelims tomorrow and yes, nothing ain't stopping me for getting better grades!

It's now or never.

Nothing's gonna change my concern for you

Yes. I never stop showing my concern for you as long as you don't do stupid-silly things to me. Otherwise, I will shower you with what I can. Take my word.



Changes are inevitable. Don't you agree? Things just constantly taking it's change. What we cannot stop but only to look forward and adapt to it. What if you can't? Don't ignore but it's not going to affect you.



It's time for some self-reflection. Have I been a goodfriend? I realize sometimes, I do talk bad about people and stuff, but understand this, I go against for that certain issues and I never go against someone for who is she/he. Everyone is kind at nature, there's is not doubt for that.



A person can be as b!tchy-fied and be a r-e-a-l shiat. Know that she/he was never this way. It's how you can get influenced by either your peers or environment. Thats when you're self-will comes into the story. People often debate over how things affects and how you shouldn't be if you had self-discipline and stuff. Waitttttttt. Pause now and think about, everyone has different views but both parties has their point. Personally, I feel that whether what you will be, it's not up to what is happening to decide. It's all whether yourself.



The power to decide.



We don't realize that the power to decide is within with all of us. No matter how insignificant the decision is. It's still a affecting one. Affects what comes after you made that choice, isn't it?



What I deeply regretted is, things which I should have decide on my own, I didn't. It resulted to something terrible. Really chaotic situation now :( I know saying it now probably won't make much difference but I just want to express this feeling which kills me from the inside. Slowly devouring me.



I only hope for the best for what lies aheads for them. I have faith in them too. Please, sky, bless them with all that they deserves. Will you?



Prelims are coming. In less than 2days. It's now or never. Seemingly doing a greater fear than I expected. Calm me down anyone? I hate this thought of flunking my prelims and worse of all-'O' levels.



NO and never. Not now, not ever and not a chance!



Just that tiny feeling, or instead, a killing feeling of insecure.



School was at usual but everyone is slowly falling ill. Bless me and all the others. We don't deserve something like this before my prelims. Drink lots of water and eat your bitterly-scary-wonderful spoon of medicine if you have to. Just make sure you won't fall into deep sleep due to fever (:



I hope nothing comes to me as well, not only after prelims.



take care, smile more and always! I'm off to mug Social Studies on Wednesday and Emaths Paper 1. Bless me alright! Skyy!!



Before I go too,
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY
LINAH! :DD
General Office Lady! =DD haha!
Bet she's enjoying the best in Singapore now.
Heh heh :D



Tata! :DD Rest well people! Like what I said, nothing's gonna change my concern for euu! Haha!

Twinnies! ((:

Happy birthday
To my mother [: 4/4
same goes to Boonkiat! :DD sweet 16 :) 4/4
Ivan Tai and Jasmine Koh (((: :DD 14th 6/4
Meiyi sweet 16 (((= 9/4
Freddy-14th xDD 10/4
Sohh-----Zhihui's 14th year :DD 12/4
Daniel JONATHAN Peters(: 15th 13/4
Yunyun (((((((((: 15th 15/4
Lizhen's sweet 16 and Huiting's 14 23/4

Last but not least, Rebecca and Geraldine :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Yeaah =D It's the month of April! I still owe so so so so so so many people birthday cards !_! I feel so goshhhhhh. Sorry for oweing so so many people. Since January =X sorrryyy!!



It's great to know that today was Rebecca's birthday and Geraldine's birthday =DDD As of now, it's midnight and yeaah, Happy birthday Geraldine! ((: Sorry Rebecca, I can't join you for celebrations! Really sorry! Well, for you two, it's a tough time and yes, I'm very sure you two girls have so much for an experience right? Heh. I'm so glad I knew you two. Made a difference in my life =DD Hope you enjoyed your day and enjoy your day too!! Hah!



It's a day to recall our birth in this world-Earth. Well, ever wonder why are you here on Earth? I mean silly definations like because your parents did 'it' is pretty nonsensical. Haha. You don't have to doubt your existance. Trust me. Though I often question myself why am I born. Enough! :) Just rejoice for the day too =DD



Had self-study today! Feels great getting work done but the sad thing is, I ended up helping more then doing my own work. Come on, look on bright side, I love helping people! Ain't something badd tooo. :D Feels greatttttt



Prelims seems to get students worrying. I'm no exception. Haha. I'm glad now, it's time to really get things settled down. Time to remove the big chunk of burden I have been shouldering. Well, feels wonderful.



Well, I guess it's really getting pretty late and I shall have to mug tomorrow. Apparently, my PSP is meant for others to use instead of me, how cool is that? LOL!



take care, smile more and always!!



Tata! :DD Posting back again tomorrow!! (:

It's only xx more to go!

X down, XX more to go!

Yeaahh, it's only 2weeks more. It will come to an end really soon. Lets have faith in ourselves and strive hard.



Today is Friday, which means tomorrow is Saturday and there is never ending things to be done. Life is never without something to be done. Trust me on that. It just seems like you got something completed and then again comes another right? I had that feeling, forever. Trust me on that.



What should I do? I really wonder. I feel lost sometimes. Yeaah, and that reminds me of a particular person last year that came to my blog.



A person who wants to me to know her as someone . Thats her. I wonder where are you now and I've yet to figure out who is she. She really was a hope. However, I really wonder where is she now...



Morning was alright and blah blah. Had Maths and SS again. Ate during recess and yeaaah. Story of a typical student. After school, had SS self-study.



Who are you out there who can study at home? Really study at home? Without being distracted by games, computer, noise or even better-bed. I'll share with you my story.



I never will be able to study at home. I swear on that. You can say it's my attitude but then again, my home-environment is really not suitable for studying. Vulgars screaming daily. Hearing the same word over and over again. Shouting at the top of his voice. I'm sick of it. Really :( My Os are coming soon and Prelims have already began, stop all that alright? I really can't afford to flunk my results.



I am not risking my Prelims for Os. Furthermore, Prelims ain't just some what common test or anything like that -.- Why call it Prelims then?



Choice 1 is the obvious choice I should make. Refer to previous few post to see what I meant by choice 1.



Bear in mind, changes are inevitable. I saw this somewhere on a book.



I can't help feeling so useless. Whats going inside my brains? I wonder.



Are friends forever? I do believe in them. Are true friends forever? Life are making fun of each and everyone of us. Choose to believe or not, it's a fact. I think I should get some rest.



In the meantime, I hope to be able to post ads soon. Really soon.



Thank you P.O.S! I shall go off now. Cheer up people who's feeling down. Hold on to that glimpse of hope, no matter how small that hope is.



take care, smile more and always!



Tata! [[:

It's already prelims!

It's the start.

English and Chinese Paper one, over. Prelims One.



It is really worrying knowing that my prelims are here and that I don't seem to be working hard enough. Nothing ever seems good enough, am I right? Well well, all I really hope for now is to get good results and yes, not to let myself down and anyone who cares for me.



We are having self-studying programme everyday after school. Apart from examination dates, we would be staying in class for practice, practice and more practice. Monday was Maths. Tuesday we had paper 1. Yesterday was summary workshop and today was physics.



Had some Chemistry spring test today. Mr Danny came telling us to be mentally prepared for this test as it is difficult. We were given 30mins to finish it however, we only had 25mins in total and he then revealed to us saying that 3B took the same paper but had 30mins longer. If I had that 30mins, would I have gotten it done. It's alright (:



A pass would cheer me up ^^



I don't have high hopes in getting a good result for this test however, on the bright side, I scored 32/40 for my Physics test [[: I'm glad for i ^^



I really tried my best and yes, my effort seem to pay off. However, this is not enough! I shall have to work even harder. Official prelims are next week. Next Wednesday is Social Studies and Emaths Paper 1 and I'm having my self study tomorrow for SS. Miss Chan is revising on my history I suppose.



I hope that everyone will do well for your exams and I how that what I'm doing now is the correct. I know I've not been doing enough and I shall have to put in extra effort. I can't afford to lose anymore time now. I'm going off now.



take care, smile more and always. Tata! (:

I hate this!

I really hate this. Whatever that is going on. I don't want this to further happen! Can someone please help them? People who need help around me! They need MORE help than me why can't that get help instead!



WHY!!!!



I can't stop worrying for them!


take care, smile more and always! Can someone please help them, her and him and many others?!

Alo-ha people =D

My oh my....it's just hours away :[

It isn't just anything but, e-xams!! Well, have you dated your books alright?



I haven been dating my books. Neither kissing nor hugging for a long time. Have you been doing that? Right, not really what I've said but yes, mugging anyone?



Procrastination. A simple word to describe my feelings. This exact moment. Hmmm, though I had a great time with Nitish this afternoon, along with Jianwei and Meijin (both of them came late and joined us) studing that is. Emaths paper.



Yes, I do agree to a LARGE extend that we should have started this quite a long time ago however, I don't deny that school isn't really a proper place to study. As in, distractions and seeing people being lovely dovely in school, and yeah, thats not a very good thing huh? Not in school that is.



Well, tomorrow's Prelims for me and all the other sec 4s and 5s. Yes, it's time to test out standard! Ah huh! Well, I have 3 choices of how I should look upon this e-xams.



It's only Prelims 1 and I've got to work hard but on the other hand, I have much much much more time and REALLY strive for Prelims 2-Choice 1



It's Prelims 1 and I am still not working hard!!! Failing would mean that I'm gonna do worse for my Prelims 2. Whether will it be more difficult or easier, my results are doom since my first is goner-Choice 2



It's just Prelims and what for I work so hard when I'm aiming for O levels. I should try to 'chiong' O levels and ignore what comes for my both Prelims-Choice 3



Which do you think? Opinions wanted alright? Well, honest opinions.



Hmmm, there isn't really much things and yes I want to hereby announce this to everyone.



All the best for the up-coming Mid-Year Examinations. I know it isn't really much to some people out there esp sec 4s but to those who are REALLY concern, though it's part of our results but should there be unexpected poor results, it ain't gonna bring you down. Stay positive and strive hard for the End-Of-Year! It's not the end!



To all dearest sec 4s and 5s, closefriends and teachers, we all are going to really work hard alright? Yes, I do hope that everything else will not overcome our TOP priorty which is now, studies. Of course you don't neglect things like your conscious and stuff. Needless to remind alright?



It's just a prelims but hey, know what is important.



take care, smile more and always! I've always wanted to post about abigail and FEATURE her. I don't like to lie to her but wait alright? Haha!



Tata! Off to mug for tomorrow's English and Chinese Paper 1! All the best! FREAKING HELL NUGGET ASS LIM CHENG LEI!!!

Beloved Mint Green [[[:

BENJAMIN
LEOW
JIA
MING :DD
Thank you loads! (:

Is this good enough? I hope it is [: Anywayy, today I went to to buy my PSP! (: Mint greeeeeeen =D haha! Long waited. I'm really loving myself for what I have. Cherishing them as much as I can alright?



Without you Benjamin, I couldn't have got it! Thankyou!!



Well, I spent like 5hours with him hunting for the PSP we wanted. At last. We got it.



I'll be posting pictures tomorrow and yeah, more post and pictures tomorrow. take care, smile more and always!! (:



Meanwhile, all of you please take care of your health and rest well! (:



Tata! :DD

Thanks alot soulmate! xD

Heave a sigh of relief...

My oh my, I'm really ex-hausted. Dammn. Social Studies test was today. The full paper that is. It was about Governance in Singapore. Before that, I shall correct me spelling error of *feature and not feather abigail. Sorry SOULMATE-Yiwei [[:



Besides, I'm proud of Yiwei (he's the best crapper I've ever seen :DD haha )



There's nothing really much I want to say today but prelims are coming really soon. In less than a week's time and thats our English Paper 1. Skyy, bless me alright?



Tomorrow's Friday and it only means that there's CCA however tomorrow is special. It's the official date of stepping down. April 18 2008. All sec4s are stepping down.



I feel so nostalgic. Is this the correct spelling?



I'm here hoping everyone do take care of themselves and I can't wait till Saturday because I should be getting my PSP! ((: Mint green [: haha! (:



take care, smile more and always! Which reminds me that there might be the Maths mock paper 2 on Saturday.



Tata! (: Bytch off Lim Cheng Lei [:

Come on, who do you think you are?

Stop being a fool alright?

Damnn, who do he is? He's just a typical piece of total worthless being on Earth. Running away from issues. Ohhh, lets buyyy some couple ring alright? From Yellow toooo *winks* LURBBES EUUU FOREVAAAAAA



-.- Enough with that shitty guy huh?



Today's Physics SPA! :DD Man am I glad thats over. Indeed a burden lesser. Wait, that only means I have only the night to study for my SS test tomorrow!! Sky, I need some blessings now!!



Bless me with the courage to overcome all my fears for e-xams and with the strength to help people around me. Making them feel better and lead a better life. Can I?



These days, have really been a challenging days for most. In terms of stress level and emotional needs. I really want all to stay strong and more importantly, healthy! People are falling ill and I don't want to either! Otherwise it will really make my faint. I can't afford to lose anymore time. Otherwise I'll go insaneeeeeeeeee. Trust me. I'll be a AB-normal one soon (((:



Hmmm, I seriously hate people who seems to act chio when there are not. Thinking by folding out your shirt and letting down your hair. So CHIO WORHSXZ (((((: *Cam-whoring with bubbled face* wheee :DD



Mann, how chio is that anyway -.-?



Well, I'm off to mug for my SS test tomorrow. Governance in Singapore. Did I spell that correctly? LOL!



take care, smile more and always! I shall feather ABIGAIL in my next post :DDD hhaha! (: Thanks P.O.S! (:

One last thing, it's officially one month after my sweet 16 birthday! [[[:

Tata! =DDD LIM CHENGLEI, you better not test my patience? You're just that bit away.

The weather seems really nasty huh?

Losing a friend, is worse than losing a lover

Losing a close or best friend really feels much worse off as compared to a BGR relationship. Have you ever lost one before? Sometimes, I recall when I've lost bestfriends and closefriends. Just so fragile...



Anyway, today's weather really can cause a illness all around sooner or later. Trust me on that. What worrys me is, prelims is one week away and tomorrow is my SPA practical assessment! Physics. Really worrying me out now.



Tomorrow there is not English rememdial and I doubt there is any Chemistry. Well, I've got to mug real soon. Next week onwards is our prelims and I am in a panic state. Ahhhhhh :(



Procastination is really getting on my nerves. Though it's human nature but I'm sure many of you out there reading this must be feeling so ridiculous that such thing do occur am I right? I'm really not doing fine but test these recent weeks. Ooh please, someone find a cure to this poor human being-tohchinyong?



I really detest people who keeps on jumping queue. Already on my nervers. My blood boils at 75 degrees celcius whenever I see people jumping the queue. How would you feeling if someone just jump queue and together along with a bunch of 4 people? To a worse case, 6people -.- Q)*@#(!&#(#!@#!@#(@



I'm really going nuts over it -.-



Can't they just be con-si-de-rate and understand how annoying and pathetic recess time given to us and just queue up? Bloody hell, just put yourself in our shoes. Though I understand the fact that they probably will never get it because they are soooo used to jumping queue.



Do your part, stop your friends if they do jump queue alright? Thats the least we can do. More importantly, don't join in the 'fun' huh?



Well, man am I glad that Hisyam isn't here to disturb me any longer. Heh. I mean, he's a nice chap but HE SUCK!!!!!! (((: WAHAHAHAA. Okay, thats because he dares me to blog how he suck. Here it is.



Well, everyone isn't feeling very healthy and you need to eat more vitamin C & D and...*the list goes on endlessly*. I do hope that everyone is eating proper and drinking lots of water alright? Falling ill isn't any of my option anymore. Prelims are a week away and my SPA is tomorrow. *panics*



I really do hope also that, any of you out there, who is facing alot of stress and problems which you seem to fail to overcome, never-EVER think of doing silly things alright? I don't want to see anymore people around me doing silly things and getting so upset over things which just needs some time and patience. I'm very affected when I see people around me being so upset :(



E-xams are around the corner. Time is passing real quick and before I go, I want to emphasize this, do not be blinded by what is affecting you. However, use that as an opportunity to get a valuable experience and lesson taught. I really do hope that it gets through people who needs help alright?



take care, smile more and always! (: I shall be off to mug and teach cutie little Harrison how to blog :DD haha! (:



Tata! Anyone who wants to spam people's blog, get a life. Stop being childish. Reflect upon what you wanna scold on yourself first, before scolding people.

Hooray!! (: Go Yuying band! Go Yuying Band! [[[:

Hooray! Cheers for Yuying Concert Band!! (:

Just some random pictures since I've got feedbacks saying how cute my collection is =D haha! I have another ELMO stuff toy! ((: It's really greatttttt. Another birthday gift too! I apologize that the Shinchan has no mouth. The mouth dropped out. Heh.

Hooray! (: I am really so proud of our school's band!! They really bring everyone to great spirits! When they were performing yesterday, I was soooo worried but most probably anxious for them! It turn out fine. Really awesome! For those who missed out their performance for some reasons, I do hope that you'll congratulate them when you see them tomorrow alright? Rock on! (:

There were other schools which also impress us yesterday. Tanjong Katong SS also amazed us with their great show! (: Deyi SS also really suprise us. I mean, for obvious reasons we don't know their standard and stuff but the main thing here is, Deyi won the best drum major of the year! (: I mean, it's the first time I've been to something like this so I never knew you can win such award. Also, Deyi won 30k cash! For their band, can't imagine how much fun they would have. Ahhhhh, don't make me jealous with that amount of money.

For now, if I can save up enough for my PSP, I'll be more than happy! :D

Meeting up early to eat prata, shortly after finishing our meal, the weather was nice to us. However, we managed to reach back school without being totally drenched.

Gathered and ready for the bus trip! :)

We were really anxious and we waited for about 1hour+ untill finally the show begin.

The whole show ended quitee late but yeah, it doesn't really matter. What's more important is.....

HOORAY! YYSS CB gotten certificate of distinction! :D

Yes! Apart from all these, I wanna tell ALL of you that, it was really a loss for those who didn't want to go and for those who can't make it due to valid reasons, I guess thats a chance gone. Fret not, because I believed that as long as you support them in your hearts, it'll be good enough.

One example of someone who REALLY wanted to go was, Abigail! :( I was REALLLLLYYYY sad that she couldn't come yesterday. Well, for the fact that we could havee realllllllll fun =D Cam-whoring! (: haha! (: Being retarded people getting over high. Heh.

Well, I'm not unhappy because she said that she will cam-whore the next time around when there's anymore events! ((: Whee! How happy can that be huh? Haha. Means alot to us! Whaha! (:

This is for you, Yuying Band!

Alright, all of you have slogged REAL hard for yesterday's competition and all of us are really glad that it wasn't a wasted effort. I can tell that everyone really put in your heart and soul into it and that was why we could have gotten distinction.

From all the bruises which all of you suffered, tears you've shed and more importantly, things which all of you have sacrifice. Be it your study time, play time or people whom you had to disappoint. All of you REALLY deserve this! *applauses* ALL of you are another reason why we should be in Yuying.

To the sec4s, this is probably your last event and I'm sure it's time we pass down the baton for the batch alright? I'm sure it will turn out fine. We can always come back and support! ((: Rock on band! Lets work hard for our 'O' and 'N' levels alright!? Gogo! Chiong! =D

Well, I guess thats a conclusion done for yesterday's event. Once again, I wanna thank all of you for the hard effort!

Before I end today's post I just want to say a few more things.

There is never ending problems in this world. Back-stabbing and betrayal and all the other things in life which pulls us down. What is more important and what we should be doing is, stay positive. I know it sounds easy saying it and I, myself have fail attempts of being positive. Thats besides the point, we have our peers to support us and no matter what happens, remember the joy and never ever let what is sad to bring us down.

Everyone is strong and I believe that, you will turn out just fine. Understand that there is nothing perfect is this world and please, cheer up. I don't want you to be sad and unable to live on in life! Whatever it is, treasure what you once had and cherish what you have now. Look forward for what awaits you in the future.

I wanna let you know that, this isn't the end. Cheer up alright?

I can't seem to remember what other things I wanna say. For now, this is it. Hope it didn't bore you people alright? Haha! Really sorry if it did. Heh.

People out there who seems to find joy in leaving lame tags, I suggest you get a life out there alright? Useless bunch of kiddos that don't seem to find a proper reason in life.

Harrison, you're soo cutee! Haha. I wanna cam-whore ABIGAIL! :D See that? Hah! take care, smile more and always! ((: Hah.

Tata. Off to mug! (:

Yuying Concert Band rocks! <33333333

YUYING CONCERT BAND ROCKS! <3333

I need to make this a quick post. Need to wake up at 4am tomorrow. Ohmygosh!!!!!!!!!!!



I'll tell you guys tomorrow alright?



take care, smile more and always! Thank you P.O.S! (: Got to rush now.



Tata! (((:

Date: 11 Apr 08
Time: 15:23
I.P address: 59.149.175.204

Whoever that spammed my blog and thinking that you can use Harrison as your nick to frame him, you deserve to die man! Who do you think you are anyway? What rights do you think you have to spam my blog? How fun is that? If you have the guts to spam, I dare you to admit it! Using someone's name and thinking you can get away with it, you're damn childish! Like what in the world funny you think this is? If you tell me who you are, I might consider forgiving you and well, it least it's a joke, but now you are just some nonsensical person who can't seem to realize how stupid is this.



Don't worry Joyce, this ain't the Harrison that you know alright? The Harrison that we all know is nice and cute by nature :D haha! (well you can choose to disagree but then again, who would? Haha =X)



Alright, today's 11 of April which means by tomorrow, I'll get my free 1000 smses again. Haha! (: Sounds REALLY GREAT :D Bet you people don't even know when you're free smses and minutes refills right? Heh.



If I'm not wrong, all bills for everyone, will be sent to the person by 11 of each month and by the 12 of the month, 12.00AM in the morning, your free smses and minutes will refresh hence you can spam xD (thats bad and I don't, because it is a waste of time mannn)



Today, I went to Ang Mo Kio block 203 where our school actually adapted this block and today's agenda was to actually to do a survery asking the olderly whether where would they want to go during June holidays. Details is, we will bring them out for a day and only for age 55 and above.



I have another....(55-16=??) Right, 39years more =X haha! Seems pretty long but it should past real quickly. I can't imagine how would I be 30years down the road, where my skin starts to )@#!@#!J@ omg. Stop now. Haha, can't think any further.



Something was mentioned during SS lesson today. It was all about jellyfishes. Ohmygosh, all of you should really get your updated. The whole world is now getting filled up by jellyfishes. I shall post all the silly pictures which really made me, laughed...



till I cried.



It was really THAT funny. I was telling Rachel, how about using the scissors to cut away the testicles (tentacles). Haha! Miss Chan actually said that it was testicles and all of us were really laughing! Alright, I shall not further shame Miss Chan =X



Sorry Miss Chan! Though those reading might be wondering why I said this out in the first place. Haha.



Hmmm, I guess that I'm tired now. Well, before I go, there is 2 very important thing I want to mention to everyone out there!



SCAMBBLE COMPETITION! :D
Heyyy, whoever who are going for the competition whom I can only remember is Zhaoyuan, Benjamin, Daniel Peters, Hisyam and the many others! I really do hope that all of you will win again! =D I'm sure you guys will do fine and no matter what the outcome is, I'm sure it has brought you great joy and pleasure! :D



BAND MARCHING ASSESSMENT! [[[:
Hey you! Lizhen! Bridget! Shihui! Junwei! Jianwei! Azmir! Amanda Ang! Jasmine Koh! Weising! Daniel! Teckliang! Vivien Ng ! All the many others! Really gogogo! All the best!!! Gogo! I'm really sorry if I forget anyone who is close and I forgot to add in your name, juniors or people in my batch! All you really rock alrighttt! =D No matter what is the result tomorrow, all you rock in my heart! NO ONE CAN CHANGE THAT FACT! All the many others, I believe that the effort has shown how many and how determined. You guys really rock! [[[: Alll the best tomorrow!!! ROCK ON! GOGO!



I guess this is all that I want to say, to the many others I forgot to cheer on, all the best and I am rooting for you no matter what! (:



take care, smile more and always!!!! Thank you P.O.S! (:



Tata! Rock on people!

OH so fine day =D

Is this obsession with soft toys? Haha! NO (:

Greetings people! Today's Wednesday. Yet another week with boring assembly. Though, personally I do agree that the school so spend more time on doing something more productive but I don't mind spending that time since it's meant for us to use for Assembly programme.

Well, the first picture you've seen just now was the collection of toys (which is not really collected by me) What I mean is, it's gifts from people =D The two turtles are given from the same person. Boonkiat gave on for my christmas present two years ago and and and the other turtle was given for my birthday present from Sherwin, Boonkiat, Stella and Shihui if I'm not wrong. Nice people but I do appreciate them. Alot! (:

Tests are all flooding my days and I can't help but worrying. My chinese prelims are coming soon if I'm not wrong. Same goes to my Emaths. I flunk my maths and NO, this will NOT continue. NEVER!

Otherwise, see me going into desperate measures. See what I'm capable of doing! Roar!

Well, Nitish!!!!!!!! He's been ill for 3days already! In fact, if tomorrow he still doesn't come, it's 4days! Please, someone, save him or send him a simple sms telling him to recover real soon alright? I really miss him, tons! :(

There are also so many people I've missed. Azulina! Many others. Time pass so quickly, I'm really worrying for my e-xams! Really worried :S I can't help freaking myself out T_T

Unable to sleep due to e-xams and test which I've flunked, someone save me :(

Prelims are getting nearer, I can't help feeling lost. I'm procastinating again :( I hate doing that. Really worried. Results I'm getting now isn't enough. Not at alll! Before I drive myself nuts, come on man. tohchinyong, this ain't your best!

I miss those days and I still am and trying and giving my best for all that I can. Can anyone tell me smart ways to get knowledge cramped into your brains? LOL!

take care, smile more and always! Thank you P.O.S! (: Shall go off now. Blogged for quite awhile now. LCL, you suck alright? Today was a day where I made the toughest decision. I hope it will do go, in a long run. Shall not elaborate, not now.

Tata! =D

One last thing,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIYI! Sweet 16! (:

Mood swings, just like the wind

How did you know, just where I would be?

Man, you must be freaking damn grateful! I took like 12345678920 years to upload all these pictures! Grr.... Though it was only 1h + Killing me man!

Haha, making a fast post. Was with Rachel and Hisyam today, feeling damn retarded because there's a guy who came to us saying, "Children nowadays are born silver spoon and are into fastfood." Something like that. Man, freaking me out.

One more thing, I HATEEEEEE croaches. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! DETEST EM!!!

take care, smile more and always! Thank you P.O.S! (:

Tata! I'm mugging for Maths man!!

Sorry for the unclear pictures. It's the National Police Day Parade I went last Satuday! (: Haha! Enjoy =X haha! (:

LCL, I still say this, you suck! (:

Quick one.

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY
BIRTHDAY!
Babey- Jasmine Koh! :D
Macho- Ivan Tai! (:

It's their 14th birthday! :D haha! I really hope they really enjoyed THEIR day and and also there's a sec one birthday who is Joyce. I don't really know her but also wishing her happy 13th birthday! :D Haha!



May all three of you be blessed and no matter what happens, stay positive and and and work hard for results! I'm sure everything will turn out just fine.



I'm making this a fast post because I've got to go and clean my auntie's room wall. I stained it when I was moving my box but whatever the case is. I had tution with a junior just now =D



Hope it turned out just fine alright? Yeahhh, today is Sunday which means that tomorrow is Monday! End of the week and start of the week. Shall post more tomorrow and I'm off now.



Sorry can't post pictures of yesterday's parade but but but I'll try to get it done tomorrow.



take care, smile more and always!!



Tata! (: Thanks huh, Daniel, for tagging me only now. LOL!

LCL, you suck alright? People who see this, keep shut yeah? Thank you.

NPDP! (:

Your smile was the reflection of joy

Today's Saturday! 5April! National Police Day Parade-the preview was great! :D Splendid and awesome! (: wahahah. Great job to our school's NPCC cadets participating! Esp to my SUPERjunior! (: She's great, *applauses* because she went on training despite being ill. Rest well and recover soon alright?



Yesterday-Friday 4April!
HAPPY Bird-day ANGG BOONKIAT! :D (ah pa) hahah xD
LAO PA, it's already 3years...this year marks the 4years of fun and sh!t and craps and laughters and all the incredible stuff we've been through! I really wanna confess to you, that, I've...always....wanted to give you a bird-day BASH but decided to nice ;D hahaah! (: You know what? Never would I ever expect a BIG elmo from you! (((: ELMO rocks ;D haha! Apart from that, I owe you a present =X (millions of presents I owe people toooo) You were there from the start and never shall you leave! (: Well, all the crappy stuff and still going on, we shall chiong Os and and and have tons of crappy times =D wahah! (:



NPCC wasn't even tiring at all and what was more important was the camp proposal we are proposing. It's the Mass Camp anually. Yeahh, and apart from that, nothing else. Thursday was fine. Or rather I can't seem to remember what happened.



Today was having Emaths Prelim, otherwise would be a mock exam. I could say I can pass but passing isn't what I should be going for. Especially if I'm using my Emaths as the maths for my poly course.



I wanna use DPA-Direct Poly Admission. Just like Cheryl Neo.



I shall stop here today and I wanna get some rest. Pictures of NPDP shall post tomorrow. take care, smile more and always!



I still wonder who read's my blog. Could anyone tell me is there anyway to check who visits my blog. I'm freaking out knowing how many people reads my blog and do NOT leave a tag. Though I don't expect one.



Tata! Thank EUU P.O.S! (:

April's Fool! Grr....

I ain't fooled by you huh? =D

Don't get jealous over me not being fooled by anyone. Okay, only for Varian but that was only because he added on to me anger. Right, stop that.



The once a year April fool has comed and you people out there enjoying tricking people? Sorry to those out there who got tricked by me though =X I was really just being very random and yeah, I stopped. After smsing many =D haha!



The fourth month of the year is already begining and stop procastinating, Toh Chin Yong. You're already being highlighted amongst the students not working hard enough! As soon as CCA steps down, I'm really ain't wasting my Fridays alright? I tell you!



School was usually fine when Mr Danny had to play that fool on us. Saying there's a Chemistry test. As usual everyone was whining away and yeah, Kartini was telling me how teachers ain't into April's Fool. The next moment, he played a trick on the class. LOL! Man that was darn funny =D



I guess what happened after school shall be confidential alright people? :D



take care, smile more and always! Off to sort some pictures and yeahhh, Thanks P.O.S and people out there for reading this plainly boring post yeeahh?



Tata! (:

Memories....

So much we've been through...

No doubt everything changes....have I also changed?



Along my whole entire 3years, the 4th which is coming to an end. My years in Yuying was definitely full of ups and downs. Learnt important life lessons, coping with stress and handling with all the different people and problems surfacing. Thus, everyone do grow and mature. It takes time and so have I, grown up.



Though I didn't change physically but have I changed for a better person?



I often feel very lost and wonder if I had changed into a more terrible person. Ever since I took up the Headprefect post, I really wonder alot. I don't know what to do and who to talk to and how to react. I feel so numb on the outside. I'm dying from the inside. Time passes and it becomes a habit, doing the unknown and just felt that the world was against me.



I never knew from the start whether was I the correct one. I had all my friend's encouragement. Yet now when I look back at what they say, nothing seem to encourage me anymore. It means alot to me, so much and dearly to me, did I made the wrong decision? Was it wrong from the start?



I really question am I a good friend. There are so many out there who were there when I needed them and render help from them. Have I done the same for them? Have I been a goodfriend for them?



I just want to breakdown, and just leave this complicated world called Earth. Or should I say, reality? I ain't running away from reality, neither thinking of nor ever wanting to. Just that, this feeling of being lost and yet all you can do is to stay strong and live on.



I also often question myself, what really makes me happy. What am I for in this world, being yet another typical being in this small little country, Singapore? Or really outstand and shine amongst the rest? For obvious I will give in my best but is this good enough? Good enough to satisfy everyone?



Out there, so many more people who deserve better life. I have alot and yet I don't seem to be contented. I don't seem to cherish things or people around me.



I really wonder, are the changes around me due to my change? People who use to treat me closely, did I result in their change? Have I done my part as a friend?



I never wanted all these and people out there who's reading this post. I do hope that you'll keep in low and not going around making a big fuss out of this. Thank you.



take care, smile more and always. Thanks P.O.S. who were there for me all these while... and today marks the last day of March. Belated birthday to ALL and

Happy birthday to Jeremy Yeo
Happy birthday to Xiu Ting
Happy birthday to Auntie Medelynn
today.



Tata.