Thank you!

Geraldine Chua- Headprefect06'07, thankyou! (:

Rachel Chia- President07'08, thank you! (:

Geraldine Ong- Headprefect08'09, thank you! :D

Nostalgic & Nostalgia.

Thankyouverymuch.



Yuying Prefectorial Board.



You know how much I still do care for all you alright? Even now up to this very moment, I still care tons for you, as long as, you don't give up on yourself as well. It was never meant to be easy, but you've got to prove your worthy.



No more attire problem then has been started as long as I can remember. Been ranting and nagging until it goes in and out of the ears. Stop being silly and wake up alright? Time is precious and one is not judged by one's doings, instead by what he/she is. What determines who will you be, is not what you've done, but what you will and can do.



Thank you for today's wishes for me. I don't expect everyone to be perfect and live up to the standard, but the least, is to do your best in everything.



Mondays are Red. Agree? Or would you prefer Monday's blue?



Thank you P.O.S



Take care, smile more and always.



Tata.



ohmyskyy, days are counting down. Three-more-days.

Blogging is, addictive! (:

Where'd you go?

Greetings people! (:



Blogger re-new-ed. Pretty sure cause now when I type, the words are so, BLACK, like really. Hahah



Anyway, yesterday was basically having fun with Elisa, and Shermin. Then came along Lynn, Kelly, Varian, Boonkiat, Steph, Hsih Jiang. Out of the blue, Lynn Wee and her gang was around too. Haha, how cool is that? (:



5DAYS more. The tinge of nostalgia, slowly turns into, a inevitable feeling.



Another 22days, 20 is it?



I'm actually rounding down the amount of days actually. Also, I found out that, Rachel is going to MIA- Missing In Action. Should I join her?



Blogging is just a addiction! :D



Waitttt, pause a moment, I need to mug! (:



Actually, sooner or later I'll have to do so anyway, it's a matter of time.



Well, grandmother has just left for Japan, along with my grandfather and aunt. Hope they will enjoy and come back quick!



Well, I'll declare my MIA soon alright?



I'm done blogging for today. Take care, smile more and always! :D



Tata!



Thanks P.O.S.



you-itsallabout! (:

Thank you so much!

Yes, finally! It's A Friday, but it only means O levels is only around, 23days away. Plus or minus one days.

I still don't know why that, whenever you insert a picture, it will auto paragraph for you. Can anyone enlighten me?

Anyway, I'm here to dedicate this post for both Liyans. Loh and Ong. As seen from the picture above, it's them. Though it's only L.Liyan's head and O.Liyan's face. Haha. Sorry but I think this picture is nice! :D

Anyway, anyhow, I think that, both of you are really great friends. Don't go around BHB-ing uuh. Haha, well I think for all the sad times, and you guys seemingly always there to cheer me up. One listens, while the other cheers me up. Just like twins (: Thank you!

Loh Liyan: Heyy! GONGkia! :D Haha, well it's really nice and great knowing you. For all the sad times and the sorrow that you've walked beside me. Sincerely thank you. I can't express you how I really feel about how grateful I feel towards you. Though you don't really encourage and give me solutions, but your presence and for being there for me, it's enough. Just alone, knowing you're there when you're down, it really cheers me up. Thank you! (:

Ong Liyan: YOYO :DD What's up! (: XiaoZhu! Haha! As for you, you're opposite the Loh. Haha. She's there when it's raining, but you're there to bring sunlight- which is bringing joy. Well, not that Loh don't, but your actions cheers me up and even though you don't listen to what my problems are, but thanks for cheering me up. When I'm down, you never fail to cheer me up. Thank you so much Liyan! :D

For both of you, knowing you two is never my regret. For all the fun and sad times, thank you!

Thank you!

Also, to all the many others who have helped me no matter how little and insignificant it seems, but it means million times more to me. Deep down inside, I've never taken your help for granted and I really appreciate it. Thank you! Can't list them all out, it will take, yearsxzxz.

(:

Anyway, thats all for today's dedication.

The more major thing is, studies! I need to mug even more.

Anyway, it's the major problem. How how how? My grandmother is gonna leave country soon, ahhh! As well as my auntie and grandfather. I'm so gonna miss them! Just got news from my mother that they are heading to Japan- Tokyo. Isn't that so so so so lovely? Great larhsxz! :D

How I wish I could go....after Os maybe? Wait, that reminds me Concert Band is going tooo, roar!

Anyway, what worries me isn't how long will they be back, but the process it will be. They will be back on the 4of November, which is 1week and 1day. What worries me is, I have to look after my baby brothers once I'm home and I can't concentrate on my work. My step-father will keeps on screaming and it will really, upset me :(

Ahhhh.

I really hope all goes well.

EOY started today, all the best Yuying-ians! :D Better score well alright? My beloved prefects!

Anyway, thats enough for blogging today. Brain-dead. Studied from 6-9pm. This is including all the breaks we took, LOL! My concentration span is, -.-

Anyway, take care, smile more and always!

Thank you P.O.S

Tata!

Nothing seems right, I hope everything will turn out fine.

Its never ending.

Maybe...

I'm not gonna solve this problem ever.



I'm sick and tired of all these again :(



Repeating issues like this strikes and I really cannot take it any longer. I've really done my best and O levels is only 27days away. Yet, everyday I can't do much but only to wait till the time is near AM till I can study.



I've really tried my best. Everyone faces problems and I might not be the worse off one. Should I be worrying about others? Should I feel better for the fact that there are people in a more terrible situation than me?



Yes, I'm really proud that I'm able to to have all the luxury in life. I really do appreciate it. However, everytime it haunts me, I feel so, useless and, lonely.



Like I've, lost everyone around me, I've lost all that I've gotten, everything returns to what it use to be. In the middle of nowhere, I no longer know what I'm doing or what I can do to help myself.



This feeling, that kills you from the inside. This, tinge of fear that slowly grows and devour you, and soon enough, you're gone.



I dread this, I DON'T WANT THIS ANYMORE :(



I've tolerated long enough, Os is only round the corner, will you spare me and take me away after Os?



Take care, smile more and always.
Tata.
Thanks P.O.S for all that you've helped me.



However, I just feel so useless.



Crying don't work,
venting won't solve,
counselling, just don't get in,
everything seems on the verge.
Save me please :(

It's the beautiful 2! :D Sexaye. Haha!

Deskpartner, Jasmine! :DD bestie! Haha.



Anyway, life's like a rollercoaster. Agree? Disagree? I have nothing much to persuade you.



Anyway, mug mugger and mugging! O levels has embarked on it's starting 2 digit already. What does this imply? WON-DER-FUL, cause O levels are finishing! (not until the hell is over that is, LOL!)



Have you stared revision? You should already been doing that. Be it EOY or O/N Levels. Mug, mugger and mugging! (: LOL!



Anyway, today's post is short and typical. Monday's lovely when Chinese starts your dayy.



Anyway, saw a very nice phrase when I was in Popular just now. Will quote and type the gest of it.



Take care, smile more and always!



Thank you P.O.S, we can do this!



Tata! :D



Don't walk in front, for I might not follow.
Don't walk behind, for I might not lead.
All you have to do is, stand beside me,
and walk along with me.

Zomg.

Today was the tomorrow that we were worrying for yesterday.

Does this look alright?

MY first time doing photo-editing through the program 'Paint'. It's pretty awesome though. I inspire to do more. Yessss

I will do much much more. After Os. Or whenever there's time because photo-editing can really kill time. It's meant for casual usage and for important uses. Like for graduation! :D Yes! That reminds me, O levels is 29days away. It's ready starting with it's twenties.

I need to to get so so many things done!

I should must be studying at this moment. Isn't it?

I don't know why when I post pictures, all my words will crumple together. Anyone can tell me why?

Anyway, I'm making this a fast post and I'm heading off to do my work.

Take care, smile more and always!

Thanks P.O.S

Tata.

It's never easy,

but I hope that,

everything,

will turn out,

just fine.

Your Depression Level: 32%

You may be depressed. While you can be moody, your moods generally fall within the range of normal. It's up to you to decide if you're depressed... or if you're simply having a bad week.

Are You Depressed?

Don't know how true is it, but just doing it. Jasmine, please take care of yourself alright? I'll always be supporting you!

I'm freaked out, totally.

Time's ticking away.

Saturday's green.



LOL!



30 days till Os!



What if I don't do well? What if I I don't score as well as I expected? What if I fail subjects I thought I'll pass?



I really need to do well and I'm really worried! I just can't stop panicking. Really! Geraldine Chua, save me!



I need all the help I need and I need someone to tell me it will be fine -.- sounds retarded uuh? Sharks, I just can't stop worrying. I will mug, mugger and mugging!



Today, was really, shiat. Really. I didn't attend Mr Soh's lesson- by the way it's not compulsory. However, I didn't attend was not because it isn't important, but was because I didn't see a reason to go. I'll promise I'll go next week. *twist my fingers*



Anyway, I woke up pretty early and just lazing around. Like lazying around for the whole entire day. I need to mug. Seriously mug. I don't want to end up getting poor results and I really hope that I can do all fine.



What should I study later? I need to mug on my Amaths, and Physics, also my Chemistry. These are the top 3 I need to mug.



Right, as for my results for prelim two, I only failed two subjects- Amaths and Chinese. Chinese- probably because I haven been doing Chinese fo 3months, though it's not an excuse.Amaths- I'm trying!



Well, tomorrow's plans are, studying with Rachel and Huixuan. I've yet to confirm but most probably. I need to mug and home was never a place from the start. Not until it's after 11pm at the night.



Anyway, I think thats enough for today's blogging and Mr Danny, I better not know you're stalking my blog okay! Haha, go for Simone's blog for all I care. Hahaha! =X Okay, thats was random and no offence please! =X



Alright, I need to mug and later I shall do Amaths and Physics. Alrighty, take care, smile more and always!



Thanks P.O.S



Tata! :D Hope Saturday was fine for all! All the best for EOY Yuying students!

Niceee!

Cause you had a bad day.





Agree? Haha.











Friday is it! You ask if I was relieved?











NO!@











(This is actually my 2nd time typing this post because I posted but the post went disappearing -.- Damn.)







Anyway, you've got to see THIS man.







It's freaking awesome!@#!@#!@#!@#@!#!@#!@#







MUST GET IT NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.







Look at the brand new latest Ipod Nano. Don't you just feel like getting this?!? STARE at it and feel it's delightful and elegant colours. Especially the red one- Apple exclusive. I just love the striking red! It's damn, hot! (: Oh oh oh, also look at the orange one. It's really the first time I'm seeing a orange Ipod Nano. It's wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy nice! 10stars! ^^







I.MUST.GET.IT.







AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHSZXZSXZ.







I need to save, Start saving and after Os, Rachel and I will get it! :D Hahahaha! (:





Take care, smile more and always!



Thank you P.O.S.



Tata! :D (this post is edit, damn, hate the words I've lost. Darn)

Shorest post ever!

Gotta fly now! =D

Gonna mug now and this is the shortest post ever!



Take care, smile more and always!



Tata!



Thanks P.O.S!



(blog more tomorrow if I'm not tired after tuiton, thanks Jasmine and Meiyi! :D)



Toodles!

Freak ass :(

If only I could...

I'm depressed. Really T_T



Not like I wanna go around trying to 'EMO' but yeaah, seriously, depaired. I've yet to get more clever and I've lost my MP3, somewhere at home. Anyone can tell me where is it? Who last saw me using? I know it's retarded asking this too ._.



Someone help me and I'll be praying that I hope to find it soon. I've been misplacing things nowadays and thats not very, clever of me.



Today's Tuesday and it freaking means, O levels is like 34days away. Seriously! MUST STUDY LIKE SIAO ARHSXZ.



YET, I don't know why I'm still allowing myself to feel so, down.



Is that all I need?



I really need, to spur myself on. To finish this last lap. Final lap.



Toh Chin Yong Jonathan needs to pass, everything.



I want to. Who doesn't?



As usual, feeling shitty like the whole world is falling on me. Will someone be nice enough to push me further? Of course I'll have to be independent as well LARHsxz. Anyone wanna volunteer?



I. NEED. TO. KICK. SOME. ARSSES.



Today's fine, all crappy stuff, and school has made official announcements that, school for all sec4s last is on 3Oct. Yup, thats our very 2nd last day. Our graduation is 14Oct. 6days before Os.



Get ready all the.... *hint hint*



LOL!



Anyway, I'll be off and yes, shall be waiting to mug like shit again. Doing Chemistry and Humanities like after using computer.



Take care, smile more and always!



Thanks P.O.S



Tata.

Mug, mugger, mugging.

There's no need for a reason.



I'm shagg-ed.







Wonderful Monday.







Study updates: I've tried to, like mug really hard, is it?







Other updates: (like who cares? LOL!) Anyway, East Coast, is really, hell (: I've got like 24 red spots, which is defined as 'mosquito bites'. Damn, nice huh? Got something proven here, my blood is sweet ^^ LOL!







Anyway, pictures below are, just to see and the whole day was actually, reached the point at 3pm+ and studied Chemistry. I did okay! After that, had dinner at around near 7pm. Guess what, my assumption was wrong. Totally -.-







Know why?







There is like BLOODY lights but not switched on! DAMN -.- so much for bringing so much things to do... -.-







Seriously, my time all gone. Oh well, but luckily I had my family and cousins- Reamonn and Feliz! :DD Fun people! ((:







Thank you! :D







Apart from that, today started really great. Mother Tongue. Well, learnt more great stuff. Maths all day long and, yupp, slacked again :(







I'm feeling that, I'm not doing enough. Also, I happen to chance upon Benjamin's blog and feel that, well about the post in regards to 'emo' term.



I feel that, the term 'emo' isn't just like, used anyhow. In fact, my definition of 'emo' is being emotional. Thats all. Why come out with hippy terms?



That boils down to the point, am I being 'emo'? Am I 'emo-kia'?



Surprisely, it's a question I often, question myself. Funny uh?




Anyway, today's Kartini birthday! :D TOPSTUDENT's birthday! ((:



Happy birthday Kartini motherSAL! 17th! :D I have no idea whether would you be able to read my post today, but I just wanna say that, you've always been great, studies and as a friend. I'm really glad to have you as my friend. A friend in deed, is a friend in need. You're always there for me! For questions! Haha! (: As well as, when I'm down, last year, I remembered clearly, you actually took initiative to look for me, thanks alot! :D



In short, you're great! :D (although I have a tinge of jealousy that you're damn clever) Haha, but that doesn't matter.



Anyway, I'm going to mug, like now. Well, also, anyone who are downloading PSP games, and happen to be reading this, would you mind like, look for me? I've got chunks of games I wanna download. Look, it's for pleasure for after Os too. Not now LARHSXZ. Thanks! Via Email/Handphone/Blog/In-person. Hahaha! Thank you! :D



Anyway, nothing much and I'm going off now, need to mug.



Also, any creatures out there who need a listening ear, I could lend you mind, anytime! Please, don't allow yourself to succumb to a ugly defeat! (:



Take care, smile more and always!



Thank you P.O.S



Tata!

Bewaree!

Beware! Incoming upload of 'zilian-ing' pictures! Hahah! xD

Okay, I need to make this short and sweet, so let me tell you what, these are pictures of yesterday's overnight camp at East Coast Park. I'll blog more tomorrow alright? Haha!

Well, except for the first, because thats Rachel, hahahaha!

Take care, smile more and always! :D

Thank you P.O.S!

Off to mug for Chemistry! :D

Before I go, happy Mid-Autumn festival!

Tata! ((:

Generally, I hope all goes well...

Greetings people! (:

It's a Saturday morning! :D

Hello peeps! :D



Sorry haven been blogging for the past two days, been pretty busy. Thursday was tuiton and yesterday was, some sort of an event.



Anyway, it's 37days! Wait, some say 36days. Lets take the the smaller number, so it's 36days from Os. I need to mug, seriously.



All my results are out, except for the last one, Mother Tongue. Thats the last subject that I'm waiting for. Generally, there was disappointment and stuff, but I'm trying to mug hard and there really isn't much time left.



I need to get higher grades! I mean, like at least 2As. Really. I'm trying to get 3As and maybe like 2Bs for my poly admisson. However, the last two subjects, would probably be Cs. I really hope for no failures in my result slip.



Well, it's Saturday, people are studying and yet I'm going to stay over at EAsy Coast Park. REALLY! I am. Later at around 2pm, I'll be heading to East Coast and I'm staying overnight!



Calling for ANYONE WHO CAN COME FIND ME, PLEASE DO SO. I'll be FREAKING DAMN BORED! Hahaha! ((:



I need entertainment. Someone, save me T_T



Means I won't be blogging tonight and most probably tomorrow. I will be bringing my books and I hope I can get work done. I need to. Roar!



So much for staying overnight ._.



Anyway, message me anyone, anytime or whatsoever because I'll be looking forward to any messages. Hahaha.



Take care, smile more and always!



Thank you P.O.S! :D



Tata! (:

Mark my words

Mark my words.

I'm so gonna make my break through.



Despite my house being noisy like shiat, I'm am going to do my Emaths now.



Computer is 2hours per day and, yet I'm not wanting to use. Not for today maybe?



Need to mug. Results isn't very good enough to calm my nerves now.



I'm freaking getting my hell out of here okay!



Results revealed after everything has gotten back.



Alright, I'm off to do Emaths paper. TYS! :D



Well, I hope all is fine and I'll be fine.



One last thing before I head to the books, Chia, hope you're feeling better and all I did was just merely say things which you probably hear it millionsxz times. Fret not, I'll try to be a nice friend. No? Haha!



All other people who didn't as well, I hope all of you are feeling much better. Allow yourself to grief over your results, but not more than 2days. You got no time to waste!



40days from now.



Take care, smile more and always!



Thank you P.O.S! :D



Tata

Whats more?

Wonderful! Isn't it? No?

Don't try to tell me.



You're better off that wayyy.



Results, how's that? Feeling from the top of the world, to the pit of endless. Whats yours?



For the past two days, got back two subjects.



I will review more like when everything is back uuh. I could say, it's alright. Expected you could say. However I'm not complacent- is this the correct spelling? I'm still worried as ever. Really.



Thinking alot still and yet to come to decisions.



I think I haven been a good friend. Have I? Have I been a good classmate? Am I a good senior? Am I a good former Headprefect? Am I a good student?



Ahh T_T



Well, really having chains of thoughts all linked together. Not that it's bad but I just need answers. Answers to ALOT. Help me yeaah someone?



Take care, smile more and always!



From Rachel's wisdom: "What doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger."



Thank you P.O.S!



Tata.

School starts!- Final Lap

It's the beginning of the last lap

Yet I feel so, slacked.



Am I worrying for the unnecesssary?



I feel sick and tired. Lost among my family issues. Whats more, Os is just round the corner.



Today, school has been all fine. Nothing major but some disappointments. Well, all I can say is, everyone has their own expectations of themselves. No doubt.



Whenever when we do get disappointed with out results, and you hear people shouting from another side of the class this "Walao, I got B3 nia, I could have gotten better lah! What the hell?" I can only say nothing to myself but to constantly remind myself that this, when your results were like C6.



Look, the only simple logic why that person might be saying this, only because of, our self expectations. Nothing else. Well, thats why people can be saying, like hey, you did great but you will agree but you know you're more then just what you've just gotten.




No offence but I'm sure everyone faces this situation, no?



Anyway, gotten a few results back and just hope that the others that I haven gotten, will be the brighter side of my Prelim two. Who knows.



Anyway, to whoever who gotten your results back, cheer up, it just shows how much more you got to work for O levels.



It's only 42 Days away.



Well, graduation, heard it's on the 14th, but maybe on the 10th. Beats me, I have no idea.



Anyway, it's Monday and days are counting down. It's just so little time yet I'm getting poor grades. Lets work hard yeah?



I guess, thats for me today. Wanted to post pictures but blogger didn't allow me.



Well, take care, smile more and always!



Take care and off to get a tiny break and I'm off to read more books.



Tata.



Thanks P.O.S.



I'm still worried about my family stuff, is this the right doings?

Feeling very :((

I just feel, so, un-explainable :(