Yeaaah, maybe wasn't as bad.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELI-SA! :DDD
LAO DA!

Apart from that, I didn't do as bad I thought I would. Yeaaah, I merely wrote wrote a number. It was suppose to be 1 but I wrote 2 instead.



Comparing with Rachel, I think I did way farr more better.



Yeaah but like Rachel mention before, I rather know it's a good-for-nothing result then knowing I could have done but did badly due to careless mistakes.



Grrr.



Though, I really, feel, very, superDUPER, worried for Rachel.




Well, there's only so much I can worry for her, though.



Anyway, I really would not want to re-take my O level chinese. Not until the world falls on me. Uuuh? Not making any sense here. LOL! Anyway I really think the paper was fairly easy thanks to all the chinese teachers that gave us what they could. I really thank them from the bottom of my heart.



Also, thank Tay Xiao Pin! :DD It was her table that I was using and also had my sticker on it. Haha, sorry to actually have that sticker there. Haha.



Anyway, I really hope grades are fine and I really never wanna take it again. Uh uh. Not going. I think I did fairly fine and yeaah, hopefully things will turn out just fine.



I'm gonna have PTC on Wednesday and yes, Chemistry lessons too. Mr Danny-I don't wanna face him anymore ._. Ohh yeaah, Nitish should clearly understand what I mean. Besides, I'm still involved in my CCA and also Prefectorial Board. =X (if he sees this, he will really rage in anger, I bet on that )



I mean not heavily involved but just partially involved. It's for the up-coming CCA mass camp from 5-7 June. At the same time, having SLC camp on 30 and 31st. Which is also coming soon. Camps are all falling on the first two weeks which mean less time for studies BUT it's not an excuse. You know and I know.



Well, I bucking hard for prelim 2. One subject down. Not doing to get myself paranoid about that 2 instead of 1. Grr, anyhow I will just do my best. Amaths is a must and have I said this? I wanna push all my subjects to at least all B3-I know it's tough but it's at least a aim. How's that?



Well, I must say it's a tiring day and I'm off to get work done. Tomorrow having meeting and yeaah, two meeting at a same day. Prefect/NPCC. Ahhh, I hate planning but when I look back, it's memories and chances that dont' come by.



take care, smile more and always! I'm off to get more work done and seemingly workk from board is getting lesser, it should be anyway (:



Tata!



One last thing, if you're seeing this, happy sweet 16th birthday! :DD I really hope that we can enjoy the best of what is remaining. Time is precious and it's only soon when all of us are going to part. May you be blessed with happiness daily and also enjoy what we can alright!!!! Hope you've enjoyed YOUR day and once again, happy sweet 16th birthday! :DD Elisa Lee! ((:

Tomorrow's da-day! [[:

Wo ke yi!

(I can do it!)

Yeaah. It's GCE Chinese 'O' levels tomorrow. 26-May 2008. Anyway, anyhow, I did my studying. I spend like nearly 3hours. I know it's not enough. Haha!

I know many people might be thinking why blog and stuff but you'll understand if you're me. Haha. Anyway, was viewing through blogs and was viewing Geraldine's post. Haha, well, she's great and yeaah, everyone agrees. Well but anyway I'm proud I really did study. We're talking about Chinese right? Hahaha!

Well, this is a short post and yeaah, really miss good ol-days when starburst was having rehearsals.Well, I really love it.

take care, smile more and always! I'm hoping for safe return from people who left for Guiyaang and all the best for everyone who is having exams tomorrow. Yeaah! All the best and yeaah, we can do it! Really can! ((:

Tata! Off to read a little more and having a good early sleep. ((:

Just like always.

Silly Ong! (male)
Blur Ong! (female)
Desperate Tan!
Horny Kua!
Forgetful Leow!
HAHA

Haha! These are names which I've come out and yes, it's 5 students from sec 3. Haha! (: You could try to guess, something to ponder about if you're free and nothing to do ^^



Well, yesterday was hell. I mean, results (obviously) not good and yeaah, day was probably always usual. Though it's the last day but I'll never thought it was.



One year ago, around this time, was when burdens became more heavy and it was time to take over the board. Myself and a few other peermates, had to take charge of the planning-Student leader's Investiture.



Now, I take a step back, and recall what happened. Not just one year ago, but all the way since the day we took up that challenge. It was something that determined something and that was our capabilities. Yes, no doubt along the way there was certainly obstacles we had to face, but that was not the important point. We had to overcome those and that was what that kept me going all the way since now.



It's not the first, nor the 2nd. It was repeating itself almost all the time.



Was it the right choice made?



I often doubt myself, my capabilties whether was I the right one.



I've given my best and what I did was ultimately for the sake of all good. Nothing else.



Was it wrong? It was never the end. More problems came up. The thin line between friendship and work stuff. What much choice did I have? If I were to choose friendship over work, why would I made the headprefect then? If I were to choose work over friendship, it was never fair to my friends, and myself.



Therefore, I had to balance between both. It was never easy and I had so many of them turning against me. We did not agree and thus it made things even worse. I never wanted these to happen. From the start, I never wanted. Apparently, things didn't work out. Though now things are for a better change, but it still worries me. Not a single day can I not worrying about it.



That was also a doing of a devil. A person who could do anything just for it wants. Going the extra to claim that whatever it was doing was all right. Insulting people and crushing people's hope and dreams. Was that, right?



There were so many sins that I've commited but nothing could beat that devil's. What would you have done if you were me?



What were the other choices I had?



There's not turn back and I really want my chinese O levels to turn out fine.



I shall mug and I'll be back posting tomorrow. These days was tough. Getting over things which just brought me down, to where one should never be. Total darkness.



take care, smile more and always. Well, Thats all for today's post and I'll probably be sending the people going off for Guiyang later. Just a simple gesture, makes a difference. Just like to those suffering now, die to the disaster.



Tata! Thank you P.O.S, all these while helping along the way.

Hello.

Sorry people

I can't be updating due to stupid reason -.-



Step-father



I'll update tomorrow. Yes I WILL.



take care, smile more and always. Thanks P.O.S-haven been thanking them for ages :(



Tata, but tomorrow's results is out and tohchinyong is the worse, of em all :(



Goodnight.

"I know I'll never be able to amend what I've done. I'm just guilty over it and there's nothing that can change that fact."

Addiction, is bad, like duhh? LOL!

Zhao Yuan, you suck-ed! :DDD
Harrison, blur king!! :DD Wahahahahaa

Happy birthday 13th Harrison! (yesterday :DD )

Heh. It was blur king's birthday. Wahah, may you be blessed in whatever you do and may you embark on your secondary school with life with joy, fun and laughter! ((:



I have to update but the point is, my phone is charging and I can't update blur king's picture. Haha. Grr. Hate that. Haha



Today was SPA-Chemistry. Yeaah and I probably did worse in my 2nd part of the experiment. Beware, Zinc powder really STAINS your clothes. I just had that in the morning -.- made me look dumb dumb. Hahaha.




Besides, Chemistry practical is probably a hope for me to pull UP my grades, not down.




Tomorrow is coming (like, needless to say.) Thats besides the point but but but, it only means Chinese O levels are right around the corner. It's only next Monday.



26th May



AHHHHHHHHHHH



ROAR!



Thats enough, tohchinyong -.-



I won't allow myself to in-sane. Not before my exams that is.




It's an national EXAMS-Not any typical China one I've been taking for the past 2weeks.



I can't post any longer but hey, sorry, I've tried my best. For the sake of some silly guy. Heh. You know who you are (:



take care, smile more and always! Tomorrow is yet another Wednesday but without the sec 2s. Haha. Guess what, tomorrow will be a special day. COOL :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD



I'll explain uhh? Rest well people and I'm off, sorry for short post. Heh.



Tata! limchenglei suck, as usual [[:

I'm, so so so sorrry =X

I need, a better computer!!

Bloody hell -.- my computer now, seriously S.U.C.K.-ED. See that? It took me like, 15mins to get to this page that you're currently viewing.



I'm so so sorry people for now updating for almost a weeek!



I promise I will update tomorrow! After my duty at th Ngee Ann thingy. I promise! *cross-fingers*



There were so much that happened through the week but it's not 1.03 AM and I'm still not getting to sleep. Watched Iron Man twice this weekend. Wanna know why? I can't elaborate now but yeah, it's tomorrow. Stay tune alright?



I'm going to have my macho (not beauty) sleep. I need em for tomorrow duty. Meeting dearest Steph at Mac at 9am T_T I probably try to reach there on time =X Sorry Steph if I'm late xD



take care, smile more and always! Not forgetting, I'll try to update at least one, picture. Really *feels guilty* Anyhow, I'm going to SLEEP and posting tomorrow! Good morning and posting later.



Buh-byeee! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDd

Today's 13, which means another 13days more!!

I need, china-bedtime story, how's that? :D

Yessssh! It's only 13days away from Chinese 'O' level examinations! I need more china-bedtime story!! ( right, and do I get things inside?)



No -.-



I mean, study smart and study hard. Thats right, I mean no point flooding yourself with china books and end up freaking yourself with words and end up having china-phobia. LOL! Thats, erm, dumb.



You know, sometimes I wonder whether my A for PSLE was fake. xD really because I think my chinese was the only A grade among all my other subjects. Does it prove anything? Probably no. There are often debates and discussion that happened before on whether should we judge students base on their PSLE grades. I would choose not to judge. It's not fair to them right? I mean so what if you score A* for all subjects but all in all, if you have the wrong attitude, how does that A* comes in?



You know, I know by saying this might offend someone out there but hey, I still agree to a small extent that yes, PSLE grades to determine. Where would head in our secondary school life and also the start of sec1. Also, it speaks of our attitude and no matter what, it's not a judgement thingy look down on someone alright?



It's been 4days since I last posted and only because I was, yeah, you know. Slacking. Put it in this way, you need a break and you're enjoying?



NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO



Can't. It's less than 2weeks till Chinese 'O' level. Nono. I NEED TO STUDY FOR PRELIMS 2!!! Can't afford to waste anymore time and seriously, I mean it. I'm really mourning over my grades of prelim 1. It's, plain, shiat.



Today, received many complains, wait, I mean feedbacks. Of course it meant good and yeeah, I'm really not doing as well as I should be. I deserve better but I'm not working hard for it. Not for now at least. This is bad T_T I know and you know.



I was reading GB's article and read through it. Was looking and reflecting upon myself.



Geraldine Chua Si Ying-Headprefect of year 2006-2007



What does this name reminds you of? Does it speaks of something which I should and something I should follow?



It really kills my from the inside and I really can't help but to get affected. It's, just, that, very, scary feeling T_T For my O levels.



We should try to speak proper chinese now. Wo yao he ni men shuo zai jian le! :DD Yin wei wo yao qu do my chinese homework! Haha, broken chinese-is there's such thing? Improper chinese I mean. LOL!



I'm off to get my chinese bao zhang bao dao done! Haha! ((: take care, smile more and always!!



Tata!



Also,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZULINA! 19years of hardship! [[[[[[[[[[[[:

This is my 202th post! :DD

Here it came, and there it goes

Just when I'm enjoying days without homework, it had to come back. What am I saying? LOL! Means exams are ending! (: Oh no, that only means I'll probably dieeeeeeeeeeeeee, in the wrath of *the list never ends*...



Yeaah, exams are so lovable because you don't have homework and that is what students dread. Am I wrong to say that? No doubt I'd love to do everything but, like what a few of my friends agree why we suck. Procrastination (:



Simple as that.



Dumb



Idiot -.-



I feel so undescribable. Now's the song from Britney Spears-You drive my crazy. Suits the atmosphere huh? ._.



Ahhhhh-boooo-ey. I hate this, I hate wanting to study but that feeling only last like, last then 2hours? Why can't I be students like Yijia or Kartini T_T They are just so loved by the teachers. Doubt I'll ever be like them xD foooo-ey



Today's Pure physics was a killer, to me.



Sorry, Mr Soh. Guess I deserve all this since I wasn't even prepared for Prelim 1.



Yesterday's Emaths paper 2 was, plain careless. I actually couldn't remember what was the proper way of doing things :( I ended up thinking too much and over-looked. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.



Tomorrow's Amaths paper 2. Look on the bright side yuh? Is that it? Nope, there's this ushering event next Saturday. Means more planning coming ahead. Adding on I'll probably run away from reality, my reults are, just, that, bad. Besides, that fcuking Chenglei is like, !!!!!. Had enough of it.



Oh well, Sky, bless me with the energy to finish off the last paper tomorrow. This is NOT going to happen for prelims 2. I bet on that with my Os.



take care, smile more and always! I'm off to kinda mug for Amaths.



Intercept theorem and mid-point theorem. Blah blah.



" You are who, that decides for your future. Fret not for your exams, don't let the present affect the future. All the best for those who are taking the last exams! ;D "

It's only 2days more!!!!! [[[:

You say it best, when you say nothing at all (:

I'm glad. *beams* cause it's the 2nd last day of prelim 1 tomorrow! [[:



Alrighty, fret not alright? I'm rather sure I'm more worried than anyone of you out there. Trust me, I can even pee when I can't get my papers done. Had that feeling like, last year end of year. For history and social studies papers. Not kidney or organ failure larhs -.-



I'm making yet another quick post. People wonder why I can be blogging and the worries never ends. Questions never stop too, on why I can blog, right Harrison? Hhaha! (:



Anyway, it's un-explainable. Haha. When you're me, who blogs alot like Rachel-lao jiao. Haha, then you'll understand :DD



take care, smile more and always!!



Tata! :D Send like 81messages, but I'm sure it's worth.

"All the best for tomorrow's paper! Exams are coming to an end for some. Whether are we going to do well is not the question. We've done our best, at least! (:"

Nothing can explain this, feeling inside

Anyway, I'm very worried. Today's Amaths is a killer and went on crazy-streak. Sigh. I guess I really need to buck up. I don't seem to understand and realize that point. I NEED HELP! Of course I'm helping myself.



Today's Amaths and Mother Tongue. One word to describe: Bye-bye



Anyway, I'm not planning to blog for long. take care, smile more and always.



Tata! Tomorrow's Chemistry, that whole day that is. Bless me, sky! All the best once again, to everyone.



*here's a survey from Eileen!*



1.Do you wish to get marry ?
Yes and no? I prefer staying single though.



2 .What do you want the most now ?
Better grades in my studies! Though it's impossible, but I still hope but a happy family of blood-ties.



3 . Who is the person you trust the most ?
A few of my closefriends but I shall not reveal them (:



4 . Do you think you have enough confidence ?
Yes, proud enough to say I'm tohchinyong-Jonathan! :D



5 . If you have a dream to come true , what would it be ?
To be someone whom people can look up to. A person which I can try to help people around me



6 . Are you satisfied with yourself ?
No . My grades now are, 'goodness-gracious' *winks* Oh, and many other factors.



7 . What are you afraid to lose the most ?
Myself, and all my friends, family and fond memories



8 . Do you belive in eternity love ?
I haven been into a relationship but base on what I feel, yes (:



9 . Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide ?
I can't remember T_T If I did, I'm sorry! ):



10 . What do you like about yourself ?
For who I am :D



11 . What are the requirements that you wish from the other half ?
There's no need for you to find out xD or are you interested? (:



12 . What feeling do you hate the most ?
This feeling where my friends hate me and it worsens because I'm self-conscious




13 . Do you cherish every friendship of yours ?
Yes, never once have I let it go. Sentimental if you put it.



14 . Do you treasure your family ?
More on my biological-family.



15 . What do you dislike most?
Cockcroaches-wrong spelling? LOL! YUCKS ANYWAY!!



16 . Who do you hope to be always there for you ?
Friends and family. Esp you!



17 . What do you regret most in your life now ?
For all the silly mistakes that made a difference in anyone's life. For now making the right decisions. Just like that shiat Lim Chenglei -.- sucker [:



18 . What kind of friends do you hope to be in your friend's eye ?
Like what I mentioned in 5 but of course more elaborated, ask me if you wanna know :D



19 . Who is this one particular person whom you really wanna see now ?
Bestie-Liu Junyi!


20.What are you doing now ?
Mugging for tomorrow's Chemistry paper *faints*



Instructions : Remove one question from the above and add in your personal question .Make it a total 20 questions . Then tag 8 people in your list .List them out at the end of the post . Notify them in their chatbox that he/she have been tagged .Whoever does the tag , would have blessing from all .

*I didn't tag anyone to do this survey but do do if you feel interested :D Sorry yeahh? and thanks Eileen! :D

Yet another day yet another reason to carry on living the best out of life.

I take a step back, I recall all the fun moments, isn't another reason more to carry on striving the best?



Yessssss! Today's Sunday-NOOOOOOO (thats simply retarded uh?) There's two point of view here, yes because exams are finishing soon! (at least day 2 is over) and NOOOOOOOO because tomorrow is Amaths :(



I'm fretting over it but all I can do now is to memorize the double angle formulae, 'R' formulae. Mid-point theorem, and intercept theorem. Pythagaras theorem. Sin rule and co-sin rule. Haha! Don't be stunned because this is FACTS.



It should be at your finger tips too ya'know?



For those who wants to take Amaths next year, don't get frighten by this chunk of words or formalues. Haha. It's just that this poor-little-n00by guy here don't know his Amaths well. Thats all narhs.



All of euu beta work hard horhs. Iie dun wan 2 c aniwan hu dun do their best worh. Jiaeuuu!!!!



*screams* KNOW WHAT? I'm into a new hobby now. Twiting to irritate people, to what? De-stress. HAHA!



Sorry but starting from tomorrow, should I twit in front of you, don't blame me horh? See that? It's coming again xD



Well, can't blame when someone like me is going into desperate means just to de-stress. Just that these ways aren't as useful. I know. Haha. Man, where's the medication....MARIA!!!



-.- Okay stop. I'm ruining my reputation. Before this, I wanted to spell it as runing not ruining. Ahhh, craps now :( is it me or is the word difficult to spell? Die.




Well, I'm off to mug okay? I don't spend time doing wonderful time like zi-lianing and stuff. Not now at least. To further clarify, I cam-whore with my friends. Not self :DD haha!



take care, smile more and always!!



Tata! Off to MUG. That devilicious-Amaths!!! Killer! :( Bless me tomorrow for my Amaths Paper 1 and Mother Tongue Paper 2! I should do fine for Mother Tongue.

It's just so :(

Day 2 of prelims, how's things going?

You ask me? I ask myself. Ah huh, thats right, day 2 of prelims ended today. History and English Paper 2.



What else can I say? :(



Though I wasn't feeling well today but I really do hope, sincerely that I can score some marks. I wa crapping through T_T I'm really sorry Miss Chan! Really sorry! My day was really screwed up and up to this moment I'm stucked with this tissuebox. *sniffs* Can't stop sneezing. It's really killing me!



Well, I really hope that today won't not affect too much, but then again I shall face to the music should I score very low. I'm mentally prepared. Yes, I am!



>.<



Well, I must say that, I can sense everyone' effort wanting to do well for prelims. Of course I myself wanna score well too! *roar* However, as much as possible, I know I'll probably die on Monday's Amaths paper :(



I'm trying to salvage the sitaution but I hope it will really at least a pass. Amaths is alot to me and means alot to me. I can't afford to let Miss Ving down and Mdm Tan. They have done alot and I on the other hand...:( ahhh! I'm dying.



Save me someone. From the misery of prelims! Where's the medicine for my illness T_T and and and and answers! Heh. Well, I guess I can only try my best for prelim one and not let this affect for prelim two.



Today, it was really a very tiring day and I'm sorry if I had caused alot of disturbance due to sneezing and blowing of nose. Aha. Well, I can't help it.



Went to White tange yesterday and yes, no doubt I was dying :( but but I also hope my illness faster recovers too.



Yesterday, went out with bestfriend-Jasmine :DD Took neoprints and yes, bought a new headset (: It's really great! One year warranty too. Wahaah, but that doesn't mean I can torture it. Wahah. Anyway, it's really been years and then again. I can't post pictures. Grr. Sorry but my body doesn't seem to want to do the extra.



Not just yet alright?



Sorry but no pictures at the moment. Till prelims are over or maybe tomorrow. When my body gets better though.



Well, Wednesday's Prelims had a blackout. Haha. It was kinda funny but at the same time very worrying. Couldn't afford to waste time anyway. It was Social Studies.



take care, smile more and always! I'm off to do some blog surfing. Yeaah.



Take care people! The weather is really killing too.



Tata! (: Might study with Ben and Dan tomorrow. Should I get better.

Guess what?

This is how much we all deserve!

Sorry babes and machos! I can't post much again. Due to a day of outing and mugging in the evening. I have left nothing much for blogging.



Sorry but, take care, smile more and always!!



All the best for prelims tomorrow sec4s! All the rest, all the best for the up-coming midyear e-xams! It's tomorrow! Now or never! :DD



I'm sure things will turn out just fine. No matter what happens, it's not the end!



Tata! :DD Shall try to post tomorrow! Rest well! Good night! (: Off read history bedtime story and SLEEP xD

Uuuuuhh huh!

Thats why I go to school for

This is a prettty quick post because I ain't in a mood to post. Very shag. Well, due to prelims I guess?



Tomorrow's A public holiday and man am I loving it so much. I shall make a trip to go out tomorrow! =DD



I guess prelims was fine but but, I'll probably get worried. As usual. Can't stop this feeling.



take care, smile more and always! Off to get some rest before I fall ill now alright? Take care too all!



Tata! Limchenglei, as usual, you suck-ed [[: